"I’m a paradox . I want to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad. I’m lazy, yet I’m ambitious. I don’t like myself, but I also love who I am. I say I don’t care, but I really do. I crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way. I’m a conflicted contradiction. If I can’t figure myself out, there’s no way anyone else has."

— unknown

"Humans will wither away if they're always alone. The only remedy would be to seek out other people. I hope you find the right person one day. I hope you find someone whose presence is enough to soothe your pain."

— Tonari no Kaibutsu-kun

• learn how to drive/get a driver's license
• learn how to speak Korean and Japanese
• learn how to play piano
• make my own manhwa/webtoon
• go to my favorite artists' concert
  • B1A4 140906
  • BTS 141207
  • Sistar 141228
  • Beast 160319
  • Seventeen 160814
  • NU'EST 190831
  • Sunmi 240127
  • Lady Gaga
  • After School
• go to my dream destinations
  • Boracay
  • Coron
  • Baguio

Renzel ✧ pisces ✧ philippines

• freelance graphic designer
• art, graphic design, calligraphy
• 2nd gen kpop, 80s music, 2000s pop girls
• teen movies, romcom, shoujo anime/jmovies, bl dramas
• films, dramas, anime

# mbti personality:

• infp. the mediator. 67% introverted, 66% intuitive, 79% feeling, 57% prospecting, 90% turbulent
  • listen to many people, but talk to few
• strengths: idealistic, seek and value harmony, open-minded and flexible, very creative, passionate and energetic, dedicated and hardworking
• weaknesses: too idealistic, too altruistic, impractical, dislike dealing with data, take things personally, difficult to get to know
• romantic relationships:
  • love all, trust a few, do wrong to none
  • better three hours too soon than a minute too late

• love, prioritize, and protect yourself more
• rescue yourself first
• do something today your future self will thank you for
• you deserve the love you keep trying to give everyone else
• somebody out there feels better because you exist
• stop sacrificing your own happiness for others
• don't suffer in expense of making others comfortable
• start living your life for yourself
• do things that truly make you happy
• minimize overthinking
• try to communicate your problems with your friends
• stop comparing yourself to others
• forgive people and be more person-centered
• apologize every time you hurt others

• Sailor Moon Manga Vol. 5-12
• Sailor Jupiter Crystal Pen
• Sailor Neptune Wand
• Sailor Neptune Deep Aqua Mirror
• Ipad Pro and Apple pen (for digital art)
• DSLR/Fujifilm Camera
• Sunmi Full Moon Album
• Hyuna A Talk Album