→ this week

• start writing down work hours again
• study korean for 1 hr
• draw something (a plant maybe?)

→ this month

• read one classic
• organise recipes (change to online form?)
• digital declutter (folders, uni stuff, pics)
  • organise youtube playlists & watch later
  • sort out phone and move new pics to pc
  • idol
  • selfies
  • inspo
  • memes
  • documents
• buy more herbs (mint for sure)
• buy new shoes & a backpack

• female/she • '94 • bi
• europe
• enfp-t • hufflepuff • true neutral
• gemini ☼ • pisces ☾ • capricorn ↑
• english translations graduate
• dog person
• books & movie classics
• dramas & non-fiction
• ults:
  • kim jongin ♥
  • yoo kihyun
  • kim jongdae
  • moon taeil
  • kim junmyeon
  • lee minhyuk
  • qian kun
  • oh sehun

• twitter
• curious cat
• anilist
• goodreads
• my drama list
• carrd

j a n u a r y

• new year's (1st) ✔
• cytology (13th) ✔
• jongin's birthday (14th) ✔
• mom's birthday (19th) ✔
• work party (20th) ✔
• K.'s farewell party (31st) ✔

f e b r u a r y

• the oscars (9th) ✔
• galentine's day (13th) ✔
• valentine's day (14th) ✔
• fat thursday (20th) ✔

m a r c h

• ultrasound (2nd) ✔
• women's day (8th) ✔
• bro's birthday (12th) ✔
• pearl jam's new album (27th) ✔
• junmyeon's debut! (30th) ✔

a p r i l

April —

• Japanese rap/trap is so fucking fire???

March —

• Okay so far this year I got into sooo many things, I never even planned on getting into. Joji. Post Malone. Zayn. The Untamed, including my growing obsession with Xiao Zhan and Wang Yibo. Oneus. Verivery. Yanan!!! Which also revived my lost love for Pentagon??? I think I'm just thirsty for new things that can stimulate my brain and curiousity. It feels so fun and fresh so far, I kinda feel like I'm in 2016 again, when I first discovered k-pop.
• Uuuuh.... New month, new love?? I guess??? COZ WANG YIBO IS IT RIGHT NOW. HE'S SO FUNNY??? AWKWARD??? HONEST??? CUTE?????? ALSO H O T ??? And. He's a dancer. That's basically a selling point.
• The Untamed made me fall in love with chinese again....

• a book that's published in 2020
• a book by trans or nonbinary author
• a book with a great first line
• a book about a book club
• a book set in a city that has hosted the olympics
• a bildungsroman
• the first book you touch on a shelf with your eyes closed
• a book with an upside-down image on the cover
• a book with a map
• a book recommended by your favourite blog, vlog, podcast, or online book club
• an anthology
• a book that passes the bechdel test
• a book with the same title as a movie or tv show but is unrelated to it
• a book by an author with flora or fauna in their name
• a book about or involving social media

• dislike
  • ladybugs, beetles, spiders
  • dropping a tv show or drama
  • chicken soup
  • feeling paranoid
  • mess
  • fear of missing out
  • sun
  • needy and clingy people who don't give me space
  • not being able to focus for more than 10 min
  • men making me feel inferior and acting like they know better just coz they're men
  • shallowness/people paying attention only to other's looks
  • clowns
• like
  • dogs

• clothes
  • new t-shirts to cut
  • white sneakers
  • light espadrilles
  • new small backpack (beige? brown?)
  • black jeans
  • brown shoulder bag
  • jean or corduroy skirt/dress
  • black creepers
  • camel sweater
  • white long-sleeve shirt
  • oversized black jean jacket
  • black fishnets
  • kanken backpack
• make-up
  • nude lipstick
  • boobs cream
• random

list of famous men i like for various reasons:

• eddie vedder
• harry styles
• kim jongin
• david fincher
• jeff buckley
• david tennant
• john frusciante
• harrison ford
• dave grohl
• ben whishaw
• paul newman
• ryan reynolds
• chris cornell
• christian bale
• donald sutherland
• kurt cobain
• david bowie
• gary oldman
• mads mikkelsen

list of famous women i like for various reasons:

• jane austen
• marilyn monroe
• emma watson
• carey mulligan
• eva green
• vanessa paradis
• charlotte gainsbourg
• iu
• patsy cline
• lauren bacall
• tory amos
• keira knightley
• jane jang
• ava gardner
• adele

• black, medium-sized poodle, born on 9th october 2005, name starts with P., basically means "fluff" in my language
• when he was little he had brown hair near his mouth, now it's mostly grey but still kinda visible
• was a long-awaited, thought through christmas gift
• looked like a small ball of fur when i saw him for the first time on my dad's lap - wasn't even sure it's really a puppy; peed on the carpet within first 10 minutes of being mine
• he has very smart eyes, in a beautiful dark chocolate shade of brown; they really make it seem like he understands everything
• he is very intelligent, learns tricks quickly
• he is also manuipulative and can trick you into giving him either cuddles or snack...

• jongdae (aloe arborescens)

all you need to do for this is write five things. these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day. do it each day on your listography for a year.

start date: 01.01 | best days are marked with ★

→ November

• 01.11 // movie night with bf
• 02.11 // sunny day • super lazy • back to work
• 03.11 //
• 04.11 //
• 05.11 // rain • motd: monsta x - love killa
• 06.11 //
• 07.11 // house deep cleaning • girls' night with N. & A. • motd: monsta x - sorry i'm not sorry • rain & fog
• 08.11 // finally caught up with listo • motd: łona
• 09.11 // groceries • paycheck day

• txt » blue hour
• everglow » la di da
• twice » i can't stop me
• lee suhyun » alien
• lee eunsang & park woojin » beautiful scar
• kyuhyun » daystar
• mamamoo » dingga
• monsta x » love killa

— try to do all of these daily to feel more productive

• making breakfast
• getting ready
• yoga
• walking
• drawing
• cooking
• korean
• chinese
• drama/tv show
• movie
• book/fanfic
• skincare
• listography
• translating

goal: walk 30 min every day, pilates once a week — ✽ a day without meat

→ November

• 01.11 // walking 2 hours
• 02.11 // walking 30 min
• 03.11 // walking 2 hours
• 04.11 // walking 30 min
• 05.11 // walking 30 min
• 06.11 // walking 30 min
• 07.11 // walking 30 min
• 08.11 //
• 09.11 //
• 10.11 //
• 11.11 //
• 12.11 //
• 13.11 //
• 14.11 //
• 15.11 //
• 16.11 //
• 17.11 //
• 18.11 //

→ daily

• vitamin d
• bottle of water
• walking
• skincare
• drawing
• reading for pleasure
• eating breakfast
• drinking herbal tea
• listography

→ weekly

• korean
• digital declutter
• writing at least one page
• call grandma
• movie (cinema on wednesdays)
• pilates/yoga/swimming
• face mask, advanced skincare
• nails
• budgeting

→ healing and self-improvement things to do when i feel like dying:

• find a style that suits me & get some new clothes
• study chinese
• study korean
• get a tattoo
• read a new fanfic
• get a new plant
• write fanfiction
• read a book
• go to the cinema
• cut & dye my hair
• draw things
• try pole dance
• call mom & dad
• drink my fave mint tea
• read some shakespeare
• get a new album (svt maybe?)
• masturbate
• complete popsugar reading challenge

goal: 50% achieved: 1/157 → 0%

• ☐ use my drawing notebook every week
• ☐ pyrkon 2020 (moved to 2021)
• ▨ vote in 2020 elections
• ☐ read 3 new lgbt webtoons (0/3)
• ☐ go to the gynecologist regularly
• ☐ bake bread
• ☐ drink herbal tea everyday
• ☐ read 10 exo fic classics (0/10)
• ☐ learn to play the piano
• ☐ be nicer to people and think before i speak
• ☐ save at least a 100 every month
• ☐ drink bottle of water every day
• ☐ see pearl jam again (moved to 2021)
• ☐ create a plant notebook
• ☐ be active on instagram about social issues
• ☐ read every day
• ☐ draw every day
• ☐ swim regularly

__________________

• “Men are afraid that women will laugh at them. Women are afraid that men will kill them.” ― Margaret Atwood
• “You've gotta dance like there's nobody watching, love like you'll never be hurt, sing like there's nobody listening, and live like it's heaven on earth.” ― William W. Purkey
• “Every woman knows what I’m talking about. It’s the presumption that makes it hard, at times, for any woman in any field; that keeps women from speaking up and from being heard when they dare; that crushes young women into silence by indicating, the way harassment on the street does, that this is not their world. It trains us in self-doubt and self-limitation just as it exercises men’s unsupported overconfidence.” ― Rebecca Solnit
• “Rather than love, than money, than fame, give me truth.” ― Henry David Thoreau

✔ owned ▨ read

A ______________________________

• ☐ andré aciman "call me by your name"
• ☐ douglas adams "the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy"
• ☐ chimamanda ngozi adichie "americanah"
• ☐ chimamanda ngozi adichie "half of a yellow sun"
• ☐ chimamanda ngozi adichie "purple hibiscus"
• ▨ chimamanda ngozi adichie "we should all be feminists"
• ☐ aeschylus "agamemnon"
• ☐ leopoldo alas "la regenta"
• ☐ louisa may alcott "little women"
• ☐ dante alighieri "the divine comedy"
• ☐ laurie halse anderson "speak"
• ☐ anonymous "arabian nights"
• ☐ anonymous "beowulf"
• ☐ isaac asimov "i, robot"
• ☐ aristophanes "lysistrata"
• ☐ margaret atwood "alias grace"
• ☐ margaret atwood "the handmaid's tale"
• ☐ jane austen "emma"
• ☐ jane austen "lady susan"

• actor » jake gyllenhaal
• actress » carey mulligan
• alcoholic drink » rosé
• animation » shrek
• artical of clothing » jean jacket
• author (female) » jane austen
• author (male) » zygmunt miłoszewski
• band » pearl jam
• bird » crow
• book » pride and prejudice
• candle scent » cotton & vanilla
• candy » liquorice
• cheese » goat cheese
• city » hong kong & seoul
• classical piece » pavarotti caruso & nessun dorma
• chips flavour » salt & vinegar
• chocolate » white with mango
• chocolate filling » marzipan
• classical piece » mozart lacrimosa
• coffee » iced latte
• colour » burgundy, yellow & baby pink

→ currently watching

• the queen's gambit 4/10
• the undoing 3/6
• the haunting of bly manor 5/10
• what we do in the shadows #2 1/10
• dear white people #2 0/10
• mrs. america 3/10
• extracurricular 7/10
• my country: the new age 8/16
• narcos #3 1/10
• going seventeen 2020 13/30
• young pope 4/10
• you #2 2/10
• merlin #1 4/13
• gintama 4/367

→ watched

dramas 2/10

• the world of the married
• the untamed

reality shows 0/5

37/50 / ✔seen in theater / ↺rewatched

→ watched

• pod mocnym aniołem
• dług ↺
• komornik ↺
• little women
• lekarstwo na miłość ↺
• chłopaki nie płaczą ↺
• blackkklansman
• the old guard
• what we do in the shadows
• aladdin
• running home
• midsommar
• booksmart
• the half of it
• rushmore
• the post
• the king
• knives out
• call me by your name

books 0/3 / manga 0/1

→ reading

• dorian malovic "china love"

→ read

→ to be read

• douglas adams "the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy"
• louisa may alcott "little women"
• dante alighieri "the divine comedy"
• isaac asimov "i, robot"
• jane austen "emma"
• jane austen "persuasion"
• ray bradbury "fahrenheit 451"
• anne brontë "agnes grey"
• charlotte brontë "jane eyre"
• emily brontë "wuthering heights"
• mikhail bulgakov "the master and margarita"
• albert camus "the fall"
• miguel de cervantes saavedra "don quixote"
• agatha christie "murder on the orient express"
• paulo coelho "the alchemist"

→ 2020

• the invisible man ★
• deerskin ★
• silver surfer ★
• the woman in the window ★
• new mutants ★
• mulan ★
• emma ★
• the farewell ★
• birds of prey (and the fantabulous emancipation of one harley quinn) ★
• underwater ★
• systemsprenger ★
• eternals ★
• the king's man ★
• the conjuring: the devil made me do it ★
• west side story ★
• artemis fowl ★
• true history of the kelly gang ★
• wonder woman 1984 ★
• black widow ★

very subjective list of my favourite films in no specific order (based on emotions, not necessarily quality):

• indiana jones & the raiders of the lost ark (steven spilberg, 1981)
• pride & prejudice (joe wright, 2005)
• bridget jones's diary (sharon maguire, 2001)
• shrek (andrew adamson, 2001)
• bright star (jane campion, 2009)
• into the wild (dir. sean penn, 2007)
• 10 things i hate about you (gil junger, 1999)
• dirty dancing: havana nights (guy ferland, 2004)
• anastasia (don bluth, 1997)
• indiana jones & the last crusade (steven spilberg, 1989)
• an education (lone scherfig, 2009)
• footloose (herbert ross, 1984)
• intouchables (olivier nakache, 2011)
• harry potter & the prisoner of azkaban (alfonso cuarón, 2004)
• lekarstwo na miłość (jan batory, 1966)
• ice age (chris wedge, 2002)
• the girl with the dragon tattoo (david fincher, 2011)

• absolute chanyeol What the fuck, this was so sad. I sat on a train reading this and I never tried to stop myself from sobbing out loud SO HARD. The ending is literally heartbreaking. (chanbaek, robot Chanyeol)

• cupid and psyche by manedias
• nike of samothrace by manedias
• sad abstraction by zimnapanna
• lavender like this
• selene by albert aublet
• moon with a face
• gemini sign
• something representing satan

____________________ Europe _________________

• Croatia
  • ▨ Pula
  • ▨ Plitvice Lakes National Park
  • ▨ Rabac
  • ☐ Zagreb
• Denmark
  • ☐ Copenhagen
• Estonia
  • ☐ Tallinn
• Finland
  • ☐ Helsinki
  • ☐ Turku
• France
  • ☐ Lyon
  • ☐ Monaco

• tyler, the creator » igor
• zayn » mind of mine
• zayn » icarus falls
• post malone » stoney
• the untamed » ost
• pentagon » universe: the black hall
• wayv » take over the moon
• suho » self-portrait
• nct 127 » neo zone
• quebonafide » romantic psycho
• mata » 100 dni do matury
• baekhyun » delight
• lady gaga » chromantica
• lay » lit

• pearl jam
• jeff buckley
• foo fighters
• muse
• fleetwood mac
• john frusciante
• green day

→ seen irl

• madame butterfly by giacomo puccini

→ want to see

• sweeney todd by stephen sondheim
• turandot by giacomo puccini
• la traviata by giuseppe verdi
• la bohème by giacomo puccini
• swan lake by pyotr ilyich tchaikovsky
• nutcracker by pyotr ilyich tchaikovsky

• barista ✔
• airlines worker
• english teacher
• cat cafe owner
• editor
• freelance translator
• embassy
• publisher
• language school owner
• translation project manager
• corporate employee

→ a place to clear my head up when i feel like suffocating, crying or dying...

• 2020 ★
• 2019 ★
• 2018 ★