- 01 || hotaf ▸ memories ▸ tired
- today's a really strange day? I immersed myself in memories and now i'm here listening to tokio hotel's discography and missing winter ?? and candles ?? and i want to go back to my house and i don't really know what to do??
- i will never forget tokio hotel even if they make different music now and even if they're different from the beginning; I just can't stop caring about those guys. I mean, it's been nine freaking years , how could i stop loving them??? They've been and they still are a big part of my life together with Avril, they're definitely my life's soundtrack♡
- 02 || beach ▸ water ▸ woods ▸ uno
- 03/04 || cooking ▸ gnocchi di patate ▸ grandma
- learned how to prepare gnocchi with my grandma!
- i'm just really disappointed, i always have to remind myself to not trust people.
- 05/07 || beach ▸ aunt ▸ surprised ▸ magazines
- very pleasant surprise today(idk what to think honestly but yeah)
- 08/11 || drawing ▸ arttherapy ▸ rainy ▸ windy ▸ calm
- 12 || r'n'b ▸ sunny ▸ tired ▸ dad ▸ lazyaf
- 13 || outside ▸ scarybutterfly ▸ windy ▸ beach
- the biggest butterfly i've ever seen is flying in my garden and i've never been so afraid, help-
- 14 || dad ▸ bday ▸ relatives ▸ talking ▸ fun
- talked about things with my aunt nd my grandma; I feel so sad because they understood everything and had the same problems too but i now remember everything that i tried to forget and all the bad feelings are coming back.
- though i have to admit that, apart from that moment, i had fun playing with my little cousin and laughing with my relatives that i don't get to see as mch as i'd like.
- 15 || worst ▸ day ▸ ever ▸ fml ▸ why
- even though i woke up this morning feeling really ill, i decided to go to the beach with my family and throughout the day i felt even worse.
- add the fact that i cried on the beach while talking about things with my parents. I felt so bad because i made them cry too but i had to open up my heart to make them understand my actions towards some people. I have to admit that i feel really good now, i made the right decision even thoough i embarrassed myself in front of lots of people
- this is actually the second time in 20 years that i cried on the beach, amazing.
- 16/19 || reading ▸ Dostoevskij ▸ thinking ▸ upset ▸ hungry
- i had a terrible day but it became better when i finished Dostoevskij's book because i really enjoyed it, sadly i can see myself in the dreamer's figure
- didn't eat at all today, i'm surviving with two cups of coffee only.
- 20/23 || neighbors ▸ french ▸ dinner ▸ breeze ▸ phone
- 24 || shitty day ▸ shitty people ▸ foot ▸ pain ▸ rage
- 25/28 || home ▸ beach ▸ finally ▸ AGAIN ▸ ugh
- 29 || feelin' like shit ▸ sleepless night ▸ magazines
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