- 01 || DECEMBEEEER ▸ christmas ▸ decorations ▸ going out ▸ troye
- it's finally december!!!! As weird as it seems for people around the world(?) i ate pancakes with maple syrup for the first time in my entire life, it was a bit too sweet and sticky but delicious.
- pre-ordered BNH♥
- 02/05 || lights ▸ music ▸ album ▸ coldplay ▸ i need money
- 06/08 || christmas tree ▸ happy ▸ singing ▸ lights ▸ hot choco
- 09 || baby ▸ friend ▸ disappointed once again ▸ coldplay's discography
- 10/13 || going out ▸ ill ▸ aunt ▸ breakfast
- _12 ||__ got out with my cs and felt really ill all day, ugh
- _13 ||__ got out with my family and felt really ill once again, i don't know what the hell is going on with me but i don't want to feel like this ever again. (but i got to have breakfast with my lovely aunt so that's okay♥)
- 14/17 || stress ▸ colors ▸ christmas ▸ kinda sad ▸ totorototoro
- 18/19 || movie ▸ dad ▸ hair cut ▸ happy ▸ christmas-sy
- _19 ||__ saw A Christmas Carol with my dad who doesn't even like movies, it was a christmas miracle tbh.
- 20 || shopping ▸ grandma ▸ presents ▸ money ▸ cover
- finally found a book that i searched for YEARS (aka High & Dry by Banana Yoshimoto)
- 21/24 || home ▸ nervous ▸ xmas eve ▸ girlonline
- 25 || CHRISTMAAAAS ▸ albums ▸ goodmusic ▸ ill ▸ buthappy
- got lots of presents for Christmas even if this year we literally had zero budget, i'm really grateful and happy;;
- got 1989, A Head Full Of Dreams & 25 + AHS Asylum and lots of useful bits and pieces from my grandma.
- As always, i can't be happy because something had to go wrong right? Now i'm stuck at home because i'm ill...amazing.
- got lots of presents for Christmas even if this year we literally had zero budget, i'm really grateful and happy;;
- 26/31 || new year ▸ shitty as always i bet ▸ fever
- 2015 has ended and it definitely wasn't my worst year out of all these last ones but, i want 2016 to be THE year where i can be less anxious, less scared, less embarrassed and more happy, more open about my feelings and a lot wiser. I want to live my life as fully as i can and try not to think about other people's opinions and just believe more in myself; It'll be difficult but i'll definitely try. In the end i decided to completely delete from my life all the people that are just continuously hurting me instead of being by my side. Even if i'll end up being alone i really won't mind, they're blocking me from being what i want to be and the truth is that only my parents understand what i've been trough all of this time while all of the other relatives/friends are just making me uncomfortable and anxious and I DO NOT WANT THAT ANYMORE.
- I want to do what i like, i want to be me, i want to be free with or without their consent because right now it's finally the time when i have to think about myself and no one else.
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