- 01 || October ▸ books ▸ happy ▸ challenge ▸ autumn
- i really want to challenge myself to read 'scary' books and watch AHS throughout the month of October but at the same time i wanted to try 'The Catcher in the Rye' ??? idk (i'll probably read Frankenstein, Dracula, A Clockwork Orange or something by Stephen King)
- 02/03 || exhausted ▸ sleepless ▸ ballads ▸ disappointed ▸ hot
- it's hot again and mosquitoes ate me alive all night, i slept for two hours and now i'm so damn tired
- i don't know what the hell is going on with me but i'm loving ballads these days ??? Park Hyo Shin's album is a masterpiece, it's so seasonal and his voice is amazing as always.
- i'm so disappointed in my aunt, wow.
- and i'm disappointed in 'the catcher in the rye' because it's such a famous and loved book but it's full of curses and i hate that , it's not the right book for me.
- 04/07 || decorating ▸ halloween ▸ AHS ▸ rainy
- decorated my whole room for halloween and even if we don't celebrate it here, i feel so festive!
- finally finished watching American Horror Story: Freak Show after an year....now i'm starting AHS Hotel and i hope it's not as shitty as everybody makes it out to be
- 08/13 || sad ▸ scared ▸ music
- i've had really horrible dreams these days and they all alluded to death; I've never been so afraid because of a dream, thankfully i fell asleep as soon i woke up but i feel the anxiety building up and i'm afraid that after months i'm gonna have another panic attack...it's always like this, when i think that i'm doing well and getting better something comes in the way and kills all of my achievements. It's scary battling with yourself everyday and even if it's been nearly five years now, i'l never get used to it, i wanna feel better, i want to be like everyone else....
- 14/15 || worried ▸ money ▸ bday ▸ projects ▸ baking
- 16/18 || still worried ▸ ew ▸ plans
- ate peanut butter for the first time and EW IT'S SO NASTY!!!! how do people like that thing??? I still feel nauseous.
- 19/20 || -5 ▸ hair ▸ ill ▸ plans ▸ decorations
- on saturday i'm finally gonna cut my hair and have balaiage done! I hope it comes out well;;
- five days until my bday and i'm not even done buying decorations and stuff for the cake ugh
- i've also got a cold, nice.
- 21/23 || haircut ▸ balayage ▸ -2 ▸ happy ▸ weird
- In two days it'll be my 21st birthday...it's so weird, i feel like i was 13 just yesterday.
- went to the hair dresser and got an haircut and balayage done, it's so strange seeing myself with a different hair colour(until now i've only got weird coloured meches and nothing more 'invasive')
- 24/25 || bday ▸ cake ▸ grandma ▸ fun ▸ weird
- not feeling the magic of birthdays anymore is just the weirdest feeling. It was just a normal day but there was a cake and people gave me presents. Is this how it feels to grow older?
- 26/28 || eyes ▸ examination ▸ anxiety ▸ blurry ▸ rain
- Got my first eye examination today and it is so weird?? Everything's still really blurry but apparently my eye sight is good and i'll just need some eye drops, i'm really happy about it.
- 29/31 || cold ▸ HP
- autumn is finally here and it's so cold, i'm happy;u;
- re-watched HP and now i just want to read all the books again, i can't wait until Fantastic Beasts comes out
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