these are gonna be 80% childhood memories and 20% random memories from highschool onwards

• when i was a child, my parents and grandparents brought me near the beach to help me learn how to go on a bike but things didn't go well because i couldn't do it no matter how much i tried so little me, having that horrible temper already, threw the bike on the ground and broke it. Everybody laughed back then but now, after 15 years, i still cannot go on a bike
  • pastel pink bike with a panda sticker on the front
• evanescence | bring me to life
• 6 years old me crying because of angel's (from buffy the vampire slayer) "death" even if i didn't understand what death and grief were
  • dido | white flag
• the pain of my litle green scooter hitting my ankles everytime i had to turn
  • "driving" it in my great-grandparents' house when my great-grandfather was still alive
• coming out of elementary school and mom telling me that my great-grandfather passed away
  • later on i discovered that she was there when it happened and that it is something that she will never forget
• going to the beach with mom and grandma and picking up crabs to bring home with me
• going to the beach with all of my grandparents and eating in the Woods
  • lasagne + cotolette + watermelon and later on going to the bar to pick up ice cream for everybody
    • that bar closed five years ago
• "arguing" with my friends because we both loved duncan from blue and the both of us wanted him for ourselves(we were six or seven)
• when we were children, me and my then friends, gave eachother roles and role played as the girls from witch and the winx. I changed roles quite ofter but i remeber being cornelia and lin from the witch and aisha, tecna and musa from the winx
  • we often exchanged merch too and i still have everything
• i had a friend in elementary school and i remember us arguing because we often exchanged colored/glitter pens and highlighters and there was one time when i called the teacher because i gave him a pen that i loved and he gave me one that didn't work lmao
  • when we were in middle school he would always come to my house with his mom and his grandma would even gift food baskets to my family every festivity
• miley cyrus | 7 things
• i had a nemesis in middle school that would always pick on me, offend me and even punch me but after an year we became good friends because we found out that we had many things in common
• "you have such a pretty face, if you were thin you'd be beautiful"
• avril lavigne | smile
• creating a compilation album for my last year of middle school with three of my girl friends and jamming to it before our exams
  • boom boom pow | the black eyed peas
• having a different diary every year and decorating it with quotes, stickers and my fave's pictures
  • elementary/middle school crushes: blue's duncan, jesse mccartney, hilary duff, rachel bilson, adam brody, jared padalecki, avril lavigne, joe jonas( even tho i wasn't a disney kid), ian somerhalder, david boreanaz, tom kaulitz, chace crawford, ed westwick, jared leto.
    • one love | blue
    • beautiful soul | jesse mccartney
    • stranger | hilary duff
    • california | phantom planet
    • sk8er boi | avril lavigne
    • a little bit longer | the jonas brothers
    • monsoon | tokio hotel
    • the kill | 30 seconds to mars
• every evening, after finishing my homeworks, i'd play solitaire on my computer and listen to music
  • radar | britney spears
• chatting on msn everynight with my friends and my cousins
  • re matto | marco mengoni
• having lunch with my grandpa every day
• my grandparent's cat(ciccio) wanting to kill me every time i stepped in their house
  • he never touched me though and i also grew up loving cats
  • when we bought our great-grandparents' house (after my great grandpa died) they brought him there and he got lost after two days; we never found him nor his body or his collar, it is all still a mystery
• i remember having two white pet rabbits....or so i thought because they disappeared and i later on discovered that they were eaten
  • from that day on i promised myself that i would never eat rabbits and now i can't even stand to look/smell at it