• is anyone 100% satisfied with their styles?
• well, i'm on a journey to find mine. i just feel the need to dress more originally;; something that matches my personality and stuff. clothing that i like..
• my favorite fashion is japanese fashion by far. i dont think other countries even come close to japanese fashion. i might be a weeaboo but they really know how to express themselves.. at some point, i was obsessed with yohji yamamoto. there's something so satisfying with japanese fashion. i don't know if it's the clean vibe of it. the cut of the clothes. like, other departament stores vs uniqlo. its just totally different. they have the best cut. its even organized in some way... in my head (except for harajuku) they have a very coherent color pallette (im talking about japanese fashion brands) like comme des garçons and yohji. the ones i have a little knowledge on. ohhhhhhhhhhh and also issey miyake. they have this feeling put together. this is what im looking for. this classy, clean, straight cut, put together, mysterious look. and lets not lie. the weight influences in everything. you can be mistaken by a model by wearing an all black outfit and some high heels, if you have the weight to. im not fatfobic but a overweight person wouldnt be seen in that way. this is not my opinion, its the way it works !! its like that thing people say: is it an outfit or is she just skinny? im not saying that it can give you an unmatched style but it Does help.
• today ive wrote about 10 paragraphs about my personality just for this. i think it matches. the mysterious and quiet vibe. chic. clean. those are the key words. i also like the sexy style but i dont think it fits me for know. i still feel like a girl and not a woman. so.
• the next step i think is making a moodboard. a true collage of what im obsessed with. aaalso investing in black pieces.
• and talking about duality, there's some sort of purity and innocence in me . there's nothing better to represent this than the color white. those r actually the best colors and this is common sense . black and white. who would've thought huh? i think that everything im saying here is a bit obvious but it works for me.
• also it. takes. time. im not gonna figure it out overnight. it might take months, years. i dont like the clothes ive bought like 2 years ago. everything changes. thats why minimalism is key. timeless.

what i need to do now is a moodboard and see the roots of what i like