i have spent my birthday in buzios, i met a guy there and i came here to talk about him. we met when i passed through his restaurant. he asked us to get in, and i asked him if they had live music. he said no, but if i gave him a guitar he could perform for me. i found it so funny. when i passed again, he said things like i was the most beautiful woman he has ever seen in buzios. i found it funnny. he asked my if i had a license to drive so much beauty. i found it funny. then he asked me out on a date. he wanted to have ice cream and walk on the beach and take picures. i found it cute. i got so nervous that i cancelled on him, but he called me and we ended up going out. we walked on a beach that was far away, talked about life ambitions and tried to dance too. he also kissed me at the beach. i found it cute. then i went back home and he said he wants to visit me in rj. and that he is excited to meet his ''new family'' i found it funny. i think i have feelings for him. he is a gentleman and carried me on the beach and also had a protective instict since he send me his id. offered to talk to my mom.. pulled me away from the cars.. never seen a man acting like a man before. he is 10 years older than me. do not care. he is cute, so cute..

• that being said, my insecurities will be a big obstacle. as always. hurting someones feeling is the least thing i want to do.