- let's put everything in topics. i.do. not. feel. good. i still have a cold. i truly hate feeling sick. even like slightly sick. it truly freaks me out. also my mental health today is not ok. i felt lonely the entire day. my father doesn't want to talk to me.
- speaking of him, i'm gonna have to go to his house tomorrow, not because i want to, or because he asked me to. i basically asked to go. just so i can skip going to my auntie's on sunday and see people i do not want to see at all. i'm not ihe mood and mental state for that.
- i hope tomorrow i wake up feeling better. cause if i don't imma spend the whole night awake at my father's house. not great. i feel stupid journaling today; i also feel worried and unmotivated.. i might draw later or watch some movies idk. i wished that something happened out of nowhere to make me happy.
- i can try to make the most of the day tomorrow. i can try on some cool fits, and take pics with them at my fathers house tomorrow.. depends on my mood tho. if i don't feel like it, i can throw some random pieces at my backpack and it'll work anyways. which i like.
- i truly didn't want to go to my father's house tomorrow. i do not think they want me there. ugh. both situations are bad. plus i almost begged him to see me this weekend. i feel like shit today, not an exhageration.
- seeing the bright side of the day; today some stuff arrived for me , i'm truly grateful for it. i also had a nice lunch. and my hair looks cool. lets be grateful.
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