i wonder why God isnt answering my prayers. what am i doing wrong really? i think i need to have more knowledge. i ask for a lot sometimes. but in my head it seems like a very simple thing. i would love some signs and answers. am i already having them? how will i know..[ :(

• i miss the past so much. these days ive been missing being in love with foure. i really liked him so much. probably my firsst love. i even miss the songs i used to listen to and think about him. it was at the time my mother was traveling and i had the house for myself and it was a very good experience actually. i pray that god will give me some guidance in life.