- i felt like i had some sort of brain fog. i was feeling so slow that i couldn't focus on my anxiety and form thoughts in the right way. i'm better now and i've eaten well. since i've skipped lunch today. i don't know how i managed not to faint (tho i was shaking a lot).
- i went to the funeral and it made me reflective. seeing the hurt in my family's eyes was tough. i hugged my father. i'm worried about him. everytime i try to think about it, all it does is bring me pain.
- i have a good relationship with almost all of my friends now. only one left..
- i think joe alwyn moved. and i have a crush on a new guy now.
- i'm waiting for the doctors response. if they don't send me a message, i might send it to them. literally cannot deal with the suspense.
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