- i need to update this blog more frequently.
- the thing is, on friday, i went out with a guy. it was literally out of nowhere. i was feeling brave since i was wasted of drinking gin the whole afternoon. i waes happy as fuck. life was worth living again. so i did.
- the date was ok. i wasnt nervous or nauseous at all. we kissed and stuff. i am not in love with him. i went cause i had nothing to do and thought it was fun.
- anyways. i am kinda obsessed by three things. neil degrasse, a catholic lunatic and making clothes. let's talk about each of them.
- neil degrasse: i like watching and listening to his takes on things. he's a very fun and lighthearted guy, it also inspires me a lot. he is hardworking and likes to learn. i also like to learn.
- the catholic lunatic: i literally stalk him all day. i think he's pretty and want to conquer him and get his validation. whaterver really. it'll pass.
- making clothes: i've been making shorts a lot. there are some things i make a llot of mistakes and stuff but i am learning a lot indeed.
- let's change the subject, my relationship with my father is kinda messy but could be worse honestly. whatever too.
- i love my brother sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much <333333
- i have been drinking everyday and eating shitty food often
jun 30 2024 ∞
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