- i did not use listography yesterday cause the day was a complete mess. i have so many topics to talk about. let's start with the hardest ones. this will be the order. from the easiest to the hardest.
- genilsa and nick: so, the time where everything was peaceful wasn't really peaceful at all. we already saw the storm of shit coming. genilsa has no home. nick has sent no news. there's so much mess. we don't know what we're gonna do do/what we can do about this situation. anyways i not afraqid tho. worst that can happen is that she spends a whole month here in my house. the family will know what to do and well find a way out. paying for someone elses mistakes really sucks tho;
- tre !! turnss out im gonna have to work when the election comes!! no big ddeal tho. just need to do some stuff
- debts : im really happy tha5t now i got some money but i'll be fullfiled when i finally pay what i need to pay and then buy gifts for everyone !! btw today i bought flare pants and a black straight pant! !
- IM gonna make a handmade scrapbook of photos to my father. as a gift. its goona be fun
- i have a good feeling abour the future. i dont know if its just the alcohol since i drank a cup of vodka !! so happy rn
- my favorite topic !!!!!!!!!!! i HAVE a CRUSH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and he ACTUALLYT LIVES IN MY BUILDING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so many coicidences! i first saw him with his friends after a football match and he caught my attention. i've been thinking about him but really didnt recognise his face. ate ai tudo bem. after that, ive encountered some blonde guy when while i was taaking a walk !! and found him so handsome and cute .. turns out it was the same fucking guy!! coincidence?? yeah sure another one. i know that my stepfather has spoken to him and he's been very sympathetic. i've been thinking about it more than i should. my roomate and my mom knows that i have a huge crush on him. so i might as well try to make it happen and lose my fear. i think hes sooooooo cute. !! i felll in love with his personality fr........ sure.;;;;;;;;;; hes so kind and generous (blonde) and he seems to be so caring (tall) and have a good taste (smells good !) now .. i know im being delusional but at least i can use this to distract myselft u know. im just investing in this iffffffffffffffff he shows a LOT of interest (which i do not think that is going to happen BUT I HAVE HOPES) many coicidences happened (i think i spelled it wrong ) i was talking about him with my mom just now and he CAME HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK................... im way to flustered need to calm down. now im all dressed up and have makeup on just to see a stupid fooball match game !!!!!!!!!!!! only in hopes i can see him there!1111 and im NOT gonna forget this so soon !!!!!!!!!! let it happen PATIENCE IS KEY;
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