- im journaling from my dads house today. i’m so excited to go home and do my silly little tasks. i might go cycling later. i’ve been eating a lot of junk food and stuff. i ate so much stuff yesterday that can make me nauseous omg. i even wasted food. stuff are complicated when i’m here. the feeling never fades. i remember everything and i know to the core that i am not welcome. it’s kinda uncomfortable . anyways. i have to work on my patience today. i feel bored and i want to ruin my nails. i’m so silly and care about so many silly things. btw writing on the phone sucks .
- when i get home imma start eating well. and take care of myself as i should. i also need to thing about a gift to give my father.. i didn’t know that he was going to make such a big deal about it !! i try to do things with good intentions fr.
- if my friend comes this week to see me i won’t follow my diet cause it’s almost impossible !! but i’ll do what i can do .
- i dont think i like myself at the exact moment. i’ve been feeling confused about myself. my personality and appearance. we’re just not in a good phase. i took some fire pics tho. gon post em later.
- talking about insta pics. i posted my nails on my feed but now i’m not sure if i actually liked them. i got no compliments. i’ll get better at it tho. you’ll see. besides, no one cares about my nails omg
- to sum everything up. i want to go home and isolate myself again. and also buy some stuff online !!
- i love the color GREEN .
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