• first of all, i want to point out that im in pms. so every emotion i have is exaggerated.
• i'm not feeling of coming in these notes again, and write about the current feelings i'm having towards life. i realized today that, behaving as a serene person, is, indeed, harder than i thought.

at home i can try to ocntrol my emotions and stuff but today i felt like there was a black cloud above my head when i went out to do some grocery store. i was cursing and mad at everyone and everything. i was also feelinf dizzy and weak AGAIN.

• that being said, i did not make any progress whitin my anger issues... if you consider today a test. i didnt want to make the choice of being CALM.
• im tired of reading my own words.
• i want to hide and live in peace at the woods