- i thought that when my mother bought another bottle of gin, i would have fun in my bedroom again. but my body hasn't responding well to alcohol. too bad. my cousin is making me ferocious, so fucking annoying. everyday that passes i find myself full of wrath, impatience, laziness, fear, etc. ao sad. i just wanted to be happy and feell beautiful. i don't want to leave the house.. i feel so fucking fat rn. i've gained 3 pounds, my fathers family and my mom have pointed out that i have gained weight. this is a nightmare. i'm so frustrated.
- i feel so irritated. jesus christ. i hate how i feel. so fucking annoyed. everything i do is wrong. such a bad week. i need to stop eating this much. i'm not feeling well at all. i'm always being humiliated and being used by someone. i'm alone in this world. always trying to prove that i'm not dumb. unsuccesfully
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