- i wish i knew what i really want in life. i have some ideas but i'm not sure in any aspect of it. i don't know i'm too unmotivated to search for it or if i'm scared of failure. i realized that 99% of the people also feel unsatisfied. the thing is, i'm so tired. i'm so tired of trying to solve problems every single day. i'm so tired of complaining about myself and never feeling enough for certain things. i'm also tired of waiting for something good and exciting to happen every single day and always get the opposite of it. been feeling like there's not much to life than that.
- something that would clearly ease my mind is going to a place that i love. like just have some fun in some way. anything. even having a small gathering with my girl friends would make me feel better. i want help
- thinking about someone hating me or feeling bigger than me gives me so much agony. i'm still haunted every second of my day. i was way happier in the beggining of the year but also felt so drained. actually, thinking about it now. i can't remember the last time i felt truly happy.
- if you really think about this situation i'm just an ungrateful girl at the end of the day
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