- so today i recieved a letter telling me to go to the court. my cousin is sewing me for something i didn't do. my mom even cried of how absurd this is and was shocked since it has happened before. i tried to fix the situation by sending an email and tomorrow ill try to call. im not frightened or anything, worst that can happen is that i actually have to go there and make everything clear, show some recipts etc. i did nothing wrong and i can prove it so... his losss. im not concerned but these type of stuff really burns my patience to the core. i wanted someone to beat him up when i saw the letter. and the shame it causes too... no coment srsly.
- the good part of the day is that i saw joe alwyn. we even said hi to each other, this is like a lot of progress. kkkkkkkkkkkkk anyways im just joking. it wasnt a big deal but i had a glimpse of happiness, its true.
- i'm struggling a little with self control and stuff. i need to be more focused. the highest version of me and all of that bla bla bla. i have sum to say: waking up early really made a huge difference in my mood and mental health. i feel more motivateed and useful. i also like the feeling of waking up before everybody else. i feel better than them kkkkkkkkkk like, youre such a loser look at the time you woke up lmao kkkkk. jk
- i havent been using social media that much besides tiktok. its been a while since i've tweeted something. twitter really can be a toxic place to stay at . i'm lying, it's not that deep . my instagram... well.... my instagram is abandoned. i haven't posted anything for months now. i still want to take some nice pics but no one cares lmao. everyone is so focused on theirselves.. nothing needs to be competitve as well. plus: i have time to update my social media later. now i'm focused on something else.
- i kinda want to be invited to some event but..... im also scared that something might happen and i actually get to go and experience stuff. i cannot and i refuse to understand myself. i gave up on that a loooong time ago. i'd be fun tho. i want to go. i really think i want to go.
- my moods been so much better since my periods gone its insane,... i spent the whole week hyperfixating on somebody not a long ago, and i was also crying myself to sleep everynight. now i look back at it and i do believe that it happened for a reason for sure. i think that, that week was the click in my brain that i needed to start my treatment.
- i type so fast when im on my notebooik. i love typing sm. i want to learn piano, bass and flute. in this exact order.
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