- this week has to be one of the worst weeks of the year. i had a terrible headache that lasted for 5 days, my mood is so aphatic that i feel selfpity. i've been in living in fear as well. crippling anxiety. and it's like i've been trying to control it but it's just not happening.
- and mornings don't have the same effect it once had. i used to be excited to wake up in the morning, but now, everytime i wake up i'm consumed by this overwhelming feeling of sadness. i don't feel joy.
- my fathers situation and my treatment's been stressing me tf up again.
- i wish i could wake up energized as i did in the last 20 days or something. i have faith that it'll pass. i just need to go back to myself and do something i like. i need help.
- i want him to come back i need someone to distract myself from my own thoughts.
oct 21 2022 ∞
nov 2 2022 +