i'm way too sleepy and i have a headache now. i'll explain why.

• yesterday, i went to sleep at like 2am, and woke up at 6am. first thing i did was drink water as i always do, then i was lying at the couch doing some minimalism research for my project (will talk about it later). then i went to the mail to give my skirt back, then walked a little, bought some stuff, went to the dentist w my mom and. and. and.
• when i got home my uv led had arrived. damn i was so happy !! i was looking foward to it since last year but kept postponing. think i'll make a little list just to talk about nail art stuff.
• at lunch i was so stunned that i ate 2 sandwhiches just bc i wanted to. i also need to poop. spent the whole afternoon doing my nails, then turned out pretty cute, except for 3 of them. and i also have a lot to learn lmao this was my first time trying gel nails. patience is required.. patience.
• i thought about this word today. like, if you're patient enough, you basically have everything, right? i really aim to be a very peaceful, calm, creative AND patient person. it's hard but i'm learning through the days..
• i went out with my first minimalistic outfit, will talk about it at the fashion list. i was feeling cute today, but kinda ugly at the same time. and weird. i hate feeling weird it drives me insane !! but.. i need to be calm and patient right? my goal will eventually be achieved if i put my energy into it.
• my eyes close at each word that i write.. oh well. nothing to worry about. i'm at my house + have no responsibilities whatsoever. the only things i've been worrying about lately is my appearance and my instagram. i wanted to have a decent one. a simple one. but uniiique.....uniiiiiiiiqqqqquuueeee.......!!
• i'm listening to waiting for a girl like you by foreigner. fire song. i wonder if, someday, a guy will feel this way about me !! i hope so!! cause if it's the right person i'll be covered by true hapiness.. but i need to be patient right???? like selena gomez once said: i'm in God's timing, not mine.
• am i that desperate? don't think so. am i that lonely? 100% sure. still trying to recover from the loss of 2 of my dearest but conturbated friendships. I HAVE NO IDEA OF HOW MANY ''IT IS WHAT IT IS'' I HAVE LEFT IN ME..........BUT I NEED TO BE PATIENT, RIGHT????????
• the end of the day finally arrived and i already had dinner. just need to wait for at least 2 hours to go to bed cause it's too early to sleep now. imma fuck up my sleep schedule if i do. nothing new. who cares !!{i love putting space next to the exclamation point, changes the whole vibe of the text. the same does not work with comma tho.}
• think i might make some snack to end the night. big ass cup and small portions as always. and i runned out of things to say. but i need to be patient right? they'll come.