- so what happened was that they do have the treatment, which is great. i just need to know how much it costs, so i can finally do it. there are also some really good news. the recovery is fine. its not a big deal. and im happy.
- the bad news is: my uncle passed away today. tomorrow ill have to go to the funeral by myself. the relationship with my father just gets worse and worse. idk what to do. but this is not about me tho.. i hope that the family recovers well . i cannot imagine what it is to lose someone so close to you.
- deaths in general always make me very reflective. i never know what to follow, my intuitions, what decicions i should make. everything is complicated. i just hope that i can manage to feel calm and just get over it. i hope that everything is fine in the future and that tomorrow is a peaceful day, cause i know that its gonna be painful. i'm not alone.
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