• today is the d-day. i'm going to my appointment today. at 2pm. to start my treatment. i don't know what could happen but i have some ideas.
  • best that could happen
    • they have the treatment and i can afford it.
  • neutral but bad
    • they have the treatment, but i can't afford it.
  • worst that can happen
    • they don't have the treatment and wasted 200rs of my money.
  • either way, i'll be happy to know that i've tried. i feel calm.
  • one of my worries now is the money. i have no idea of what we're gonna do but we'll figure it out.
  • my father ain't talking to me yet.
  • i'll divide the journaling of today in 2 parts. i'll write the part2 when i come back from the doctor.
  • i need to shower and clean up my bedroom when i come back
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