- i haven't slept properly in like 4 days in a row. i went to bed late yesterday and woke up really early . i'm trying to stay awake till 10pm but i'm so tired and my eyes are BURNING.
- i've been studying japanese so i can finally understand and sing along to songs i listen to. it's fun to study. it's the only thing i've been motivated to do atm. +i've been giving english classes to my mom as well
- i don't feel like drawing and its strange cause i want to but its also like i have no percentage of patient left in my body to do so. i feel like finishing things quickly lately, i need to work on that.
- artistic point of view i've been interested in the topic STYLE again, i'm going to write on the proper note . lately ive been listening to music like 24/7. i love the feeling and the instruments that come alonnfg.; jpop and jrock brings me sme type of emotion that i cannot put into words !!
- i still feel insatisfied and angry but that's fine. i still feeel unmotivated but that's fine. who i'm tryna fool lmao. i don't wanna write another text talking about how lonely i feel. my page already has too many of those.
- i feel like everyone hates me at the moment.
- i'll be patient for the next few more days(as if i have a choice)
- i'm still haunted everyday and i wonder when this will go away.
- i love fujii kaze and his lyrics sz
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