- i would rate today as an 8.6
- the last few days have been very pleasant: i'm waking up early, i'm making my daily tasks (or trying), i'm studying a lot, reflecting, thanking, making wiser decisions and etc.
- stuff that were bugging me are almost permanently gone.. the pain that i was feeling is almost healed... and all that. i also fixed my problem and i'm not getting arrested anymore. it wasn't a big deal. i also felt smart cause i could save time and money by thinking of a logical way to solve the problem, instead of punishing myself because of the rage and not thinking straight.
- also, there's someone i've been thiking about... a lot. but not it's more like in a healthy way.
- speaking of health, i haven't been eating what i should. i try my best to get in track again for the next days.
- tomorrow it's gonna be a good day. my expectations are very high, and the best part: i do not care. i'm gonna go for a ride, buy some stuff and then go to a cafe and stuff.. maybe i'll hang out with my friends as well. :)
- there's also a presidential debate tomorrow so im excited to watch it.
- i'm in a positive path; i realized of how much social media and the things we consume on a daily basis can affect our brain directly. i would totally abandon every social media possible. but it's annoying when you meet someone new and you say that u don't have fb or instagram.. they look at you like an alien lmao.
- either you exist on the net, or you don't exist at all. i also want to update my insta soon, but it has to be after the treatment since i'm 100% focused on it now. so it surely can wait. i'm also thinking about organizing everything in general. like, all of my social media yk... delete some photos and leave the ones that matter and makes me happy.. but the thing is, if i delete all of my selfies and just leave the landscapes, people are going to think that i have a self image problem or sum. nononon nonono bren, no one is going to think that, since no one cares :) that's so conforting.. anyways, this is something that i can focus on later. choose stuff very wisely and all that. maybe put like beautifl landscapes in the cover and them me in the next pics idk. am i too superficial? fuck. aalso... i'm not feeling 100¢ with my appearance lately.......................overthinking a lot and sucj. nothing is enough. i want to buy some stuff too ...........
- i am so thankful for my mom.
- i am so thankful for my friends
- and i really like emma chamberlain, fujii kaze and beautiful people.
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