- i woke up feeling like shhittoday, idk if i was hungover or smth. but i jsut felt bad. i woke up late, my vision was blurred, i felt empty and i was also stressed for being where i am. no motivations and nothing to be happy about. that was my morning. i might as well sleep a bit late today and wake up earlier. so i can fix my sleep schedule again. my goal is to sleep at 23h.. pretty hard.
- i've been eating a lot of non healthy stuff too. this mkes me stressed. i need to foocsu on my health. so i can be happy with myself and have a nice mood. i think inm gonna stick to a diet til sunday cuz im going out
- i miss my father a lot to
- i just want to have a little fun ik. i want someone to come to me and say that im doing just fine. someone that i can rely on. pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeease. everything is just so lonely. i also hate complaining about being lonely
- i swear if i had more money i would spend as much as i can to fill my void. i think everything can be fixed by a kind, loyal friendship. creating strong bonds when youre 21 is a bit difficult.
- ALSO MY THE GUY THAT IM INTERESTEEDD IN IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO UNCERTAIN I LITERALLY HAVE NO IDEA OF WHAT TO DO AND HOW TO ACT
- having no job is also making me so depressed. im never satisfied with anything.
- drawing hasnt been an enjoyable activity for me .
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