i still feel like a mess but i feel a little better these last 2 days. i still feel like crap tho. anyways i'm trying to fill the void by learning and teaching stuff. my favorite artists have been helping me a lot to. i have many existential questions. the house has a weird mood. i'm scared for the days to come but that's okay. life is made of these things. mostly bad things i must say. the good ones are coming. i just need to wait for a bit more. i love music, sandwiches and iced coffee with almond milk.