- i guess my father tried to talk to me. he basically said that he's sick, his psoriasis got worse and, apparently, i'm the one to blame(?)
- i'm gonna see the girls in a few hours. i need to shower and wash my face.. this week i did nothing at all. how bad would it be if i said that i'm still recovering from the elections day? anyways, i would love to feel productive and useful and make money and be more respected. i feel like every single hobby of mine is ridicularized since i have no job. what can i do.
- i swear to myself. after my treatment i'm gonna ddo everything in my power to get a job. it would be good for me in so many ways. i need God to bless me with some blessings. specially in the end of the year that's coming.
- i have a few worries in my mind but i'm pretty chill about it. i'll worry about it when the future finally comes.
- i love the place that i live.
- the truth is, i still miss the people who did me wrong :) do i need to change my mindset? idk. i might give it a shot tho. i feel like this time, me and my mom are going to be a bit more respected since i stood up for her. and i will again, if necessary. so, there's nothing to be scared about. i just hope that God protect us from evil.
- i hate mosquitoes so much.
- i'm gonna wrap the day by eating a lot of water bc of my sodium intake today. eat salad for dinner and then go out to see the girls . then come back home and sleep if i'm lucky enough. everytime i go do sleep now i get excited for the next morning cause i wake up, drink a big glass of water, wash my face, brush my teeth and then i go make coffe. and then i put the coffee on the refrigerator, wait for a few minutes, turn my notebook on, and then i go get my bitter coffee, put almond milk in it, and drink it on my big ass cup. i eat nuts with it too. soooo good. i hate it when it ends tho. hpeaceful moment and the silence that comes with the morning is everything that i needed. i think a little too. i just love making all of these tasks feeling sleepy and with my eye puffed. it's just confortable i cant explain kkk..... my body looks amazing today. that made me happy too. i feel like good things are coming. and this might change very soon, since my period is coming :P
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