- i don't know. i feel like i'm being watched. so i'm hesitating to actually write some stuff here. if this is true, and i'm actually am being watched, i ask you, gently, to stop. this is too personal to me.
- today i went shopping with my mom. i felt sick to my stomach cause i've been eating unhealthy stuff. indigestion actually makes me way to nervous. it gives me anxiety to the point where i almost throw up. this happens very often and i get so scared. like this never happened before. but its common. my mom was feeling the same way but she wasnt nervous like me. this is a problem ive been having for almost 3 years now. i had it almost all my life but it got worst recently. i hope i'll get better
- well i bought a lot of stuff that made me happy so it was worth it. i also realized that i cannot spend more money; like; at all. i'll try not to buy things i dont need that much till my birthday. i need to save money again. and i have everything i need.
- i have an interview on wednesday. im soo nervous. i need to take care of my health before it. and also study a lot. which i'm going to do tomorrow for sure. i don't know what would happen if i actually got the job lmao. i'm pretty confident with my english. i can speak very well. the only thing that gets in the way is nervousness. i need to break it down
- this week is going to be nice.
- i bought my shelf today !! and also some snacks and cosmetics. everything i need to feel confortable
- i also might need something for when i get a upset stomach. something i can fit in my bag. like an apple or water idk. i'll see.
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