• fall weather
  • winter weather
  • spring weather
  • and sometimes summer weather
  • but grey weather most of all (rain, fog, clouds, etc)
  • a day where it's dark but the wind is hot
  • yes
  • hot wind
  • a messy lived room
  • scent memories
  • music memories
  • ugly things that are so ugly they're pretty
  • kitschy things revamped
  • listening to music
  • and singing badly, and loudly
  • especially disney songs
  • tidying up my room when I feel like it
  • the sound of crickets
  • going to the theater alone and sitting anywhere I want
  • the smell of pastries from the factory near my house
  • crap i moved
  • the smell of pastries
  • laughing til my belly hurts
  • places at night
  • gardens and parks
  • baroque style (with a touch of modernity)
  • reading good books
  • and good fanfiction
  • and good comics
  • goosebumps
  • any kind of art, but mostly visual
  • illustration
  • embroidery
  • sculptures in gardens (especially with moss on them)
  • mythology, all kinds
  • my synesthesia
  • coincidences i relate to
  • seeing people i love after missing them for so long
  • sitting in the car/bus when it's cold outside and the sun hits your face
  • sitting in the sun and your skin gets hot
  • bright coloured clothes
  • bright colours in general
  • colours in general
  • all colours (except purple)
  • cities
  • and the metro
  • and the train
  • traveling by public transport
  • reading the free paper in the train
  • doing the crosswords
  • feeling sleepy and succumbing
  • stretching
  • cracking my knuckles
  • trees
  • birch trees
  • closed cosy spaces
  • learning to write with my non-dominant hand
  • chocolate
  • burlesque, everything burlesque
  • imaginary circuses
  • taking a hot bath after a day in the pool and putting on dry clothes, the feeling of warmth
  • scarves
  • fingerless gloves
  • the smell of my grandmother's house
  • abandoned places
  • deserted places
  • deserted places that are usually the opposite of deserted
  • fog (fog fog fog)
  • reading in the sun
  • hot coffee with milk and sugar in the morning (from the machines)
  • hot but not too hot nights
  • surfing the internet naked after a shower
  • useless trivia
  • mismatched socks
  • lists, making lists
  • trench coats/raincoats (especially in bright colours)
  • swimming
  • lakes
  • bodies of water in general
  • cards (playing cards, tarot, etc)
  • hot chocolate (preferably with whipped cream, and in another country)
  • bats
  • painting my nails
  • foreign countries
  • pop art, esp. roy lichtenstein's
  • desserts
  • fruit (watermelon, strawberries, raspberries, blackberries, bananas, apples, lychees, pears, apricots, cherries, mangosteens)
  • FOOD
  • the moon/moonlight
  • the smell of the country
  • skeletons doing things
  • that look in somebody's eyes when you know they love you
  • the smile that's just for you
  • earrings, dangle earrings best
  • dark walls
  • bright coloured walls
  • and white walls only if to dream i can paint them
  • dark forests
  • ice cream (espec. banana, raspberry, chocolate, hazelnut, almond, cheesecake, nuts, pear, apple, cookie, watermelon, orange)
  • ice cream sandwiches
  • metaphors
  • floating things in the air (feathers, petals, leaves, fluff, etc)
  • floating in a pool, looking at the sky, silence
  • the names of nail polish colours
  • or if they don't have one, making them up
  • fairytales
  • collecting things (especially in diferent colours)
  • home
  • staying home
  • discovering lisbon
  • discovering any city
  • discovering cute shops, crêperies, ice cream parlours, cafés
  • psychotherapy
  • my psychotherapist
  • playing badminton
  • studying bones
  • physical/forensic anthropology
  • cats
  • words that reasonate with me
  • fries
  • my cat bag
  • leather bags
  • leather shoes
  • details (in art, in books, etc)
  • landscapes
  • unusual particular characteristics (e.g. freckles, heterochromia (partial or not), visible veins, yellow eyes, freckles)
  • glow in the dark things
  • inclusive intersectional feminism
  • fernando pessoa
  • patterned sweaters
  • neon signs
  • quizzes
  • "cemetery of forgotten words" what a great idea
  • cooking and liking what i cook
  • listening and singing to music while i cook
  • stomach somersaults
  • libraries, book shops, book shelves filled with books, books, books on chairs, books on tables, books on the floor, books everywhere
  • books with beautiful covers, espec. hardcovers
  • the variety in people
  • drawing the variety in people
  • black and white things with a bright touch colour
  • greenhouses
  • women
  • coloured lights
  • palaces
  • candles, with fruited scents preferably
  • doodling, doodles
  • faceted jewels (don't care if fake)
  • bloodied faces
  • bruises, wounds, scars
  • references to things you have to know about to understand
  • the insignificance of a human being
  • the fact that i'm going to die (memento mori)
  • all kinds of paper
  • all kinds of fabric
  • art supplies
  • crafts supplies
  • sewing supplies
  • watching people play video/computer games
  • orgasms
  • camping
  • waking up in a tent, all fuzzy from sleep, and the cold air
  • the smell when you wake up and open the tent, the dew, the earth, the pine needles and pinecones
  • vacances avec la famille
  • supermarkets in other countries
  • saying something that makes my mother laugh, and then she saying "i love you!"
  • friends, spending time with friends, laughing with them
  • giving gifts you know are perfect (happens 1% of times)
  • silence
  • making people laugh (addictive)
  • learning
  • trying something anything new for the first time
  • swearing
  • languages
  • the origin of words
  • the origin of names
  • used sketchbooks, mine or not
  • the total peace, the abstraction that comes from drawing
  • france, my french family
  • portugal as well, now
  • watching home movies from when i was a child
  • POTATOES
  • cooking
  • compliments
  • the smell of the earth after the rain
  • the smell of the rain
  • cold mornings
  • when it's very early in the morning and the air is cold and the light is coming out
  • feeling like you can never stop talking, or that conversations can be infinite, with someone you love
  • dreaming about future big projects, like traveling or moving abroad
  • eyes, eye imagery
  • scars, specially mine
  • husky voices
  • wrinkles
  • my mother
  • my skull it out red flatform shoes
  • the sound of the rain beating on the roof, on the windows
  • my pierrot figurine
  • having breakfast with my mother, talking quietly
  • les câlins de maman
  • that quietness in summer days, the rustling of leaves in the breeze, the buzzing of insects
  • listening to stupid songs and dancing with friends/family
  • that time in the morning when everything's blue
  • that time in the afternoon when everything's yellow-orange
  • when the cold is sharp and dry
  • looking out the train windows
  • exploring cities by bus/train
  • that sensation when you're out in the sun and you feel warm but not too warm, and the sun is burning your face
  • that sounds that leaves make when there's wind
  • having ideas
  • gummies
  • chinese food + discovering new chinese dishes
  • the smell of cut grass
  • taking care of the house and my mom
  • the smell when somebody's just out of the shower
  • physical peculiarities (i have seen in friends and family: heterochromia iridium, a straight blue vein from the furcula to the chin, a crooked buttcrack - lol-, same moles in siblings, yellow irises, etc)
  • when you see a baby and you know it's happy and safe and warm and sleepy
  • when the chinese take out comes and you're preparing to eat
  • when you fall in love with a song and you can't stop listening to it
  • when you get out of the pool and take a shower after, and dress and feel warm and fluffy
  • when the sun is warm on your face and arms but not too hot so you can sit outside and be warm
  • uk panel shows/comedy
  • poems with a special cadence, the verses that stop your breath
  • the pride when you get a good grade, and a compliment
  • the comfort of an exit
  • shrimp
  • songs that make you wanna scream and dance like crazy
  • songs that take your breath away, bring tears to your eyes
  • organizing things
  • travelling with friends
  • online escape games
  • silly mobile games
  • word games & sudoku
  • getting an answer right
  • anatomy
  • mugs
  • home stuff
  • daffodils
  • learning languages
  • baking in the sun at the beach, then going for a swim, then going back to baking
  • the tiredness after a day at the beach
  • scratching the salt from my skin
  • knowing all the names of the countries and their capitals and their flags
  • going down an wikipedia rabbithole
  • being drunk and happy, singing and dancing
  • methylfenidate
  • getting my degrees
  • forensic art
  • writing critical reviews, journal papers, research designs
  • researching
  • scientific articles
  • scientific textbooks
  • textbooks
  • starting to feel i might finally start being ok
  • patterned socks
  • going to work, working (this particular job)
  • organizing emails, files
  • driving
  • the relief when scratching an itch
  • removing skin patches
  • tweezing face/eyebrows
  • gay shit
  • gay books
  • gay fanfiction
  • popping a pimple
  • miffy
  • frogs
  • frog figurines
  • denim jackets
  • ceramic figurines
  • trying out all different types of a certain thing
  • the colour yellow
  • cute magnets
  • curries
  • expanding my palate (salmon, shrimp, mangoes, curry, spices)
  • making wonderful food (curries, shrimp pasta, canja.......)
  • finding solutions to problems, not giving up until i got them
  • repairing my own laptops
sep 13 2011 ∞
jan 2 2024 +