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• october 22nd, 2019: 6 am,

i don't know really how to begin on something like this or how i could ever put into the words these feelings. maybe i'm a fool and i'll look back on it - but never regretfully; it's insane how someone could come into your life and there's really no, motive. they're just a part of your life and they just stick with you as such. i wish i were better at describing this feeling but there's no real way to put it anyhow. i know in the beginning, it was an initial fight or flight sequence lol. i could not believe how beautiful you are and how perfect you are for me. how we got along so quickly and how i just was completely mesmerised by your presence. i could not believe that you were real. everything felt like home with you and i wasn't sure how to feel about it. i just, always wanted to be around you and i still ...

• her shy smile
• all of her physical features: her forehead, her eyebrows, her eyes, her nose, her lips, her chin, her mark on her cheek
• her ethereal beauty
• her piercings
• her accent and the softness of her voice, especially when she's sleepy/just woken
• the sound of her laugh
• her hands
• her creativity and how she's versatile
• her hair and the way she does her make-up
• her calmness and her comforting nature
• the way she cares
• her ambitious nature
• her music taste
• her intelligence
• the way she says my name
• her love for her favourite films
• her stubbornness