- summer isn't going as planned
- sweaters, hoodies, long sleeves i can't put into words how much i miss you
- out of school's asshole and i manage to find a different schedule i hate being on
- man i want school to start
- i only feel comfortable going places by myself only if i'm wearing a jacket, another reason why winter should hurry
- pretending always gives me a tiny sense of "insert synonym for contentment here"
- http://tinyurl.com/3ufm568
- sometimes it's better not to see distant relatives at all
- finding a bit of peace in someone else's happiness
- when you write something late at night and re read it the previous day it, you start to wonder if you were intoxicated and if you let a pen take over your hand
- you leave me no choice but to plot my revenge
- i've turned into the biggest southern sloth
- remember that thing a couple bullets up where i said i wanted school to start? i'm not sure about that anymore
- never mind i'm pretty excited, ^ that was just my nervousness taking over my keyboard
- never mind i want it to end
- but what do you do when you develop strong emotions for someone in your dream
- ))<>((
- when will things change
- i've been through bad i've been through sad and now all i want is a little bit of blissfulness
- i noticed the other night that i always make up these little scenarios in my head that are never going to happen before i go to bed. they're kind of like a short movie, most of the time they're basically based upon hopeless romantic thoughts and stuff like that
- a book of short stories based on all the dreams i have
- solitude really is a great thing. this weekend has been fairly good to me and i wish i could thank it in some kind of special way. it's days like these when i realize my life may be boring, but generally, it's not so bad and that i shouldn't be wasting it in negative ways
- the other day someone at school told me that i like making lists... which is true... not more on listography but actually getting a piece of paper and making a list
- i'm going to be such a well organized grocery shopper and just an organized person in general
- controlled by lust
- misguiding myself from all inspiration that used to bound me
- waiting has become a large word in my vocabulary, along with comfortless
- i've realized that autumn/winter are just seasons of heartache after heartache
- no matter whoever i come in contact with i literally find no one un interesting
- "if everyone jumped off a bridge would you?"
- november and december are probably two of my favorite months out of the whole year but i've noticed they always come with the biggest downfalls and the greatest letdowns
- how is it possible to be so in love with a city you've never been to
- i always get this urge where i wanna create something so great, i get all this inspiration and build up this stamina where i feel like i can make something that i'll be very proud of. i have these urges and inspiration but no actual creativity to put any of it into motion
- spring/summer are my number one enemies
- get my ass out of the south
- it's seriously time i get back into writing. i've been putting it off for what seems like ages. every time i write though i piss myself off because i think i'm never going to be the good writer i want to be
- just keep telling yourself "practice makes perfect, rodolfo"
- listography is just a big fat reminder of how stupid i am
- slowly forgetting how to think
- seeing the same scenery in my home everyday hasn't driven me insane yet but i have a feeling it will pretty soon
- my brain feels so dead, i feel like i'm slowly forgetting how to think and becoming really bad at putting words and sentences together. just a matter of time before i forget how to speak and communicate with other people and myself in general
- fall be kind
- i need to start overcoming these little non-important fears i have developed
- THIS LIST IS THE BIGGEST SELF PITY PARTY I HAVE EVER SEEN
jun 9 2011 ∞
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