pretty much all you need to do for this is write 3 things, these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day, do it each day on your listography for a year, copy and paste this at the top of the list so people know what this list is all about.
—— my start date: 03/01/2017 | best days are marked with ★
- jan,03 - nct, beagle line, izabelle.
- jan,04 - nct, "limpinho e condicionado", izabelle.
- jan,05 - bts, "lost stars" and izabelle.
- jan,06 - nct, izabelle and "we don't talk anymore".
- jan,07 - insomnia, hurt and izabelle.
- jan,08 - cried, sadness , i managed to stay without chocolate and coke today!!!.
- jan,09 - tired&lonely, feeling empty, tenizinha!!!.
- jan,10 - hurt, sadness and izabelle.
- jan,11 - not okay, jeon jeongguk and finally bought tickets to travel to recife with izabelle!!.
- jan,12 - bts, dreamed about her, slept all day.
- jan,13 - bad day, isadora and late night talks.
- jan,14 - jeon&baekhyun, ana laura's graduation party, 13 DAYS!.
- jan,15 - old times, slept all day and lonely.
- jan,16 - sense8, not feeling good, tired.
- jan,17 - i keep telling everybody i'm fine, and i'm not fine, 10 DIAS!, lonely.
- jan,18 - cried w/ one tree hill, anxiety, missing her.
- jan,19 - slept all day, not okay, lovely little lonely.
- jan,20 - JAPONA, 7 DAYS!, not okay.
- jan,21 - insomnia, go out w/ maria vitória e liliz ♡, Kookie. ★
- jan,22 - slept a lot finally, lazy, julia's birthday.
- jan,23 - isadora is back, insomnia, not feeling very well.
- jan,24 - slept well, 3 DAYS!, start reading hp.
- jan,25 - finally did my blood test, pain, not a good day.
- jan,26 - byun baekhyun ♡, tired, anxiety.
- jan,27 - curitiba, IZABELLE, pizza de milho com bacon. ★
- jan,28 - bitter line, jkzao, jiminzinha!izabelle. ★
- jan,29 - KOOKIE, spend the day with izabelle and bts. ★
- jan,30 - bitter line, seventeen, saying goodbye is hard.
- jan,31 - bitter as fuck, anxiety, i just want to be happy, i want to feel something.
- feb,01 - i've finished harry potter and the sorcerer's stone, sick, anxiety.
- feb,02 - i don't want to talk, i cant smile, i can't cry.
- feb,03 - i want to give up, its too late, exhausted.
- feb,04 - pain, exhausted, anxiety.
- feb,05 - "i hate the feeling when you really don't have any emotion. you feel so empty. you're not happy, you're not sad. you're nothing. when your mind is spinning, but you can't feel anything", bts epilogue w/ bitter line, park jimin.
- feb,06 - worst day ever, sick, isolated.
- feb,07 - exams, crying alone in the bathroom, talked with my mom about what i am feeling.
- feb,08 - confused, psychologist, expectations.
- feb,09 - slept for more than 3 hours, suntsen, melancholy.
- feb,10 - tired, quiet, isolated.
- feb,11 - goblin , forget about everything, bad feelings.
- feb,12 - lonely, missing her, goblin.
- feb,13 - sick, unbearable heat, cut my hair!!.
- feb,14 - confused, sick again, cried again.
- feb,15 - worst day ever, sick, crisis.
- feb,16 - toxologia, friend's warm love, isadora is back.
- feb,17 - grandmother's birthday, i don't feel like doing anything, exhausted.
- feb,18 - feeling down, goblin, the wings tour.
- feb,19 - isadora, park jimin, afraid of the future.
- feb,20 - exhausted, !!heat!!!, feeling sick.
- feb,21 - sick again, betinho's birthday, enzo.
- feb,22 - feeling really sick, psychologist, cried a lot.
- feb,23 - bad day, knot in the throat, heat.
- feb,24 - no motivation,_GOT6_, meet new armys and had a great afternoon.
- feb,25 - exhausted, 20 DAYS! , annoyed.
- feb,26 - tired of feeling lost, hp, lonely.
- feb,27 - kj, sadness, lonely again.
- feb,28 - annoyed, fav aunt's birthday, kj.
- mar,01 - a lot of serious conversations, compliment, psychologist.
- mar,02 - shortness of breath, suffocated, run way.
- mar,03 - panic attack, crying, caroline.
- mar,04 - still tired, crying, ikon.
- mar,05 - crying, sabrina, m&m w/ izabelle and thieli.
- mar,06 - lost, emptyness, sick.
- mar,07 - dont know what to do, panic attack, still studying all day.
- mar,08 - min yoongi's bday, izabelle, kj.
- mar,09 - seu doguinho, park jimin, talked a lot w/ maria after a long time.
- mar,10 - 1 week, 9 days, izabelle&ikon.
- mar,11 - hurt, kj, izahoe.
- mar,12 - didn't sleep well, amorinhas, studying.
- mar,13 - exhausted, kj, sleepy.
- mar,14 - suffocate, 3 days!, izabelle.
- mar,15 - stressed, exhausted, exams.
- mar,16 - studying, exhausted, anxiety.
- mar,17 - fucking anxiety, IZABELLE IS COMING TO TOWN, kj.★
- mar,18 - liberty city, armygas, bitter line. ★
- mar,19 - !!!THE WINGS TOUR!!!, saw bts in person i still cant believe, bts + bitter line. ★
- mar,20 - exhausted, i miss bts, :(.
- mar,21 - isolated, sadness, i dont know whats wrong.
- mar,22 - exams, psychologist, sleepy.
- mar,23 - helping my mom, tired all the time, i dont feel nothing.
- mar,24 - bitter line, :(, isadora.
- mar,25 - tired again, exhausted, bitter line.
- mar,26 - exhausted, strange feelings, m&m w/ maria.
- mar,27 - exhausted, tired.
- mar,28 - bitter line, jinan, saudades.
- mar,29 - bitter line,
- mar,30 - bitter line
- mar,31 - bitter line
- apr,01 - bitter line
- apr,02 - bitter line
- apr,03 - hiding, not wanting to talk, anxiety.
- apr,04 - flavia's bday, laughs&amorinhas.
- apr,05 - bizerrinho!!, studying, tired.
- apr,06 - bitter line, tired, exhausted.
- apr,07 - bitter line, jk, japanese food.
- apr,08 - bothered, strange feelings, bts.
- apr,09 - stu__dying__ , sadness, driving.
- apr,10 - trying to talk, saudade, sadness.
- apr,11 - exodus , panic attack in front of my friends , run away.
- apr,12 - mom's bday, psychologist, trying to be ok again.
- apr,13 - laughs out loud, narinha&xuli, sadness.
- apr,14 - trying to relax, xuli, helping my friend.
- apr,15 - angry, sadness, xuli.
- apr,16 - can't relax, lonely, sadness.
- apr,17 - panic attack , sleeping, trying to stay calm.
- apr,18 - anxiety, bodes&amorinhas, slept a lot.
- apr,19 - sleepy, feels like i lost someone, I wish you hadn't left me alone.
- apr,20 - it's over.