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feb 17 2023 + there's a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out but i'm too tough for him. i say, stay in there, i'm not going to let anybody see you. there's a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out but i pour whiskey on him and inhale cigarette smoke and the whores and the bartenders and the grocery clerks never know that he's in there. there's a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out but i'm too tough for him. i say, stay down, do you want to mess me up? you want to screw up the works? you want to blow my book sales in europe? there's a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out but i'm too clever, i only let him out at night sometimes when everybody's asleep. i say, i know that you're there, so don't be sad. then i put him back, but he's singing a little in there, i haven't quite let him die and we sleep together like that with our secret pact and it's n... feb 12 2023 ∞
feb 20 2023 + |
(!) contains: vulgar language, homophobia, mentions of bullying, violence and death. the first eighteen years of his life went a little like this: his father, a big, burly man in both stature and ego, with a voice that went against the very same grain of the vowels he spoke and war plastered scars, comes home reeking of cigars and buries seonghun neck-deep in the filth of his disappointment. seonghun's the youngest of two, his older brother a spitting image of their father while he was more like his mother, yielding and passive and frail to the touch. his father tried to toughen him up throughout his childhood, forced him into the baseball league his brother was in, told him "you need to learn to be a real boy, a man when you grow up" and seonghun obliged because he, in his cowardly-ridden youth, craved approval from the only father h... feb 12 2023 ∞
feb 17 2023 + (!) the information below was derived from cafeastrology's free birth chart feature. scorpio sun: strong passions. knows what he wants and knows how to get it. tremendous staying power. extremist. taurus moon: sentimental and sweet. emotions are strong, deep and unwavering. calm. values stability and routines. stubborn to a fault. moon-venus trine: gracious. soft, yielding and tender. imaginative and sympathetic. mediator. lazy and over-indulgent. moon-mars trine: self-disciplined. cautious. self-critical and ambitious. moon-uranus square: craves personal freedom and gets cagey when he feels it threatened. sagittarius mercury: enthusiastic. has strong opinions he needs to share. loves to learn. mercury-saturn trine: precise and mentall... feb 12 2023 ∞
feb 18 2023 + |
(!) all plots listed below are open to modifications/changes. most of these are friendship-forward. (!!) i'm sorry i'm obsessed with finding the longest titles for every single one of my plots, i will never stop. "you two keep silent and the silence gets delicious, and then one of you two talk and listening gets delicious" — any gender, any age.
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