Update: 1/2 I'm doing fucking great just need to learn a few languages and about my religion everything else is coming together step by step. I don't know if its growing up or being enlightened? I think I might just write a book or something for real though before i forget. And before I forget its not that my aesthetic has changed but its has become so much clearer. I'll more about that but i am more confident and bold like i always have wanted to be and I have become used to overcoming that hurtle it isn't anything now? I appreciate every fucking second my mother has been on this earth for me and i love her more than anything I have ever known true
Update: It's go time.