Four years ago I met these nine angels when they were preparing to comeback with "The Boys". That's why this day is being so sad and that's why my heart hurts so bad. Today, we received news saying that our precious Ice Princess was leaving SNSD. I was shocked at first and tried to keep calm, but I'm losing my hope. Seeing my girls like this really breaks my heart, and just imagining what Jessica is feeling makes me feel really wrecked. I hope that she can be happy and that all this pain go away. I really can't imagine an OT8. I just want my girls being happy and following their dreams, as must to be. Am I asking too much?

We promised to love and support you forever, and that's what I've done for these years. And doesn't matter how the future will be, but for me, you girls will be forever nine. Thank you for the laughs, the tears, for everything.

Keep smiling. I love your smile.

#ot9