• EXTREMELY Negative
• Depression
• low-self esteem
• extreme lack of confidence
• but when I am confident for smth, I'm too confident lol
• Scars
• Tempted for outside pain whenever I am low
• No talent; can't sing, can't dance, can't play instruments
• Not good enough to become an artist
• Rebellious daughter
• Bad friend that makes me hate myself even more
• Bad and ridiculous girlfriend
• Very stubborn that it piss people off
• I always don't give in leading my ex running away and current boyfriend hating me ha ha jk but he says sorry 99% of the time in our arguments
• Whenever unhappy, I say things that I don't mean to people so that they will hate me to punish myself
• anger management problem to the extent I curse my parents and using violence with my brother
• Not a good sister (Evil in their eyes)
• Repeating my mistakes
• Curse a lot
• Not tall enough
• Not sexy enough
• fat arms
• no tone butt
• no define abs
• Don't appreciate my boyfriend or family enough
• ungrateful bitch
• Not feeling pretty enough
• unfriendly face
• suck at make ups
• UGLY HAIRLESS EYEBROWS (fuckthisshit)
• ugly armpits
• High forehead
• uneven eyelids
• not big enough thighgaps
• One big eye one small eye lolz
• Freaking ugly teeth
• ugly hair because its has too less hair and is frizzy
• Not smart enough (very stupid)
• not smart enough that my ideas are always rejected in group project
• not smart enough to make my parents proud
• I am very awkward. I don't approach people unless they talk to me first
• leading me to no friends because I am so cold when I am awkward. I cry myself to sleep for this lol I really don't know how to change my level of awkwardness
• being awkward/unfriendly face/not active enough lead me not to have friends in camps
• unfriendly face BUT I AM BORN LIKE THAT ZZ
• I always compare myself with someone because of the surrounding ; making me so affected when people compare me with this someone that I end up crying
• I always give up
• selfish
• I dislike those Queen Bees or popular people in schools but I am jealous of them at the same time
• I trust people too easily sometimes
• i just fucking hate myself because I am fuck up

this list can go on forever because I am just that negative