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- 3 Jan 2013 || I feel sad realising that I don’t know anything I want to know of anyone or anything at all
- 10 Jan 2013 || i just want to feel as though all these are going to be worthwhile in the end of it all.
- 12 Jan 2013 || "relapse, v.: i let you pollute my veins; fog my mind; fill the voids (again)" –gauntghost
- 19 Jan 2013 || I don't want this anymore. I don't need perfection. I just want to be empty. long to make the emptiness i feel inside real.
- 31 Mar 2013 || i'm so scared of being left alone with only my head but that seems to be the only thing i need. i'm going crazy.
- 18 Apr 2013 || I see the melodic violin riffs and the broken piano chords from your eyes. it's an orchestra of your pathetic, pitiful life story.
- 20 Apr 2013 || i woke up with with an apocalyptic thunderstorm in my mind as the birds chirp and flowers blossom outside my bedroom window
- 3 May 2013 || it's been too long; i forgot how you like your coffee, black or white, bitter or sweet- we still fall in love in the heavenly aroma of it.
- 8 May 2013 || "and i wasn't going to be just okay. i was going to be perfect"
- 13 May 2013 || falling into the abyss of the grave I dug for myself
- 23 May 2013 || some pictures speak a thousand words, some begs for the story to be told
- 1 Jun 2013 || all i ever dreamt of was to dance my way to my deathbed.
- 3 Jun 2013 || Nothing kills inspiration faster than being on the internet
- 4 Jun 2013 || why is it that we long for happiness so much and yet we destroy every potential of being happy & constantly romanticise our misery
- 10 Jun 2013 || you're the reason their worlds collapsed. you don't deserve you don't deserve the life you pump into yourself.
- 11 Jun 2013 || we were a series of catastrophes, and it didn't even matter because we fit like a gunshot would to a scream.
- 16 Jun 2013 || "Smoke makes you choke but at least it is air"
- 5 Jul 2013 || I've been missing things too much too often, and I let things slip by with barely any effort; I feel fragmented, and empty, empty, empty.
- 9 Jul 2013 || I still don't know why I'm still holding on, but I'm still here, does that count as anything at all?
- 12 Jul 2013 || "yearning, n. and adj. - at the core of this desire is the belief that everything can be perfect." –David Levithan
- 13 Jul 2013 || I wish I don't feel so obligated to keep existing
- 24 Jul 2013 || people lie, numbers don't.
- 29 Aug 2013 || I was emotionless, apathetic of everything. I was fine with that, but you had to come along, fuck everything up.
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