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- smoked a lot with stefan during january
- numb. so very numb.
- changed my hair colour to purple/dark red
- ice skating with yasmin and nadiea
- getting donnie
- went to ski during easter
- officially moved in with sia in brighton
- procrastinated so much i was falling behind for the first time in my life and it scares me
- anxiety got worse, had to be prescribed with paroxetine
- tried birth control & gained a lot of weight and got more depressed
- unmotivated in terms of doing well in a-level and getting into university
- made a lot of good food
- art classes
- learned more about art than i did the last year with mr cook
- stephan, rowena, brian and jean 1 & 2 are such fun people to be with
- watching vampire diaries with yasmin was nice
- i love it when will would come to my room for no apparent reason or that she would invite me to hers
- breaking bad & the avengers was the highlight of my 2014
- the antlers' hospice is what got me through 2014
- music at the common room with karyeng, jason & will, and sometimes tommy & erich
- failed handshakes with bryan (not the malaysian one) & david
- klinton and his offensive and ignorant jokes
- learned about cosmology during physics and it was eye opening
- did the most paintings and drawings in my life so far
- failed a-levels
- realised i didn't want this life
- got allie
- a lot of smoking during summer
- sleepovers
- with helena & ashley
- with amanda
- fell in love with molly
- went to hongkong
- snapped at sia too many times
- met up with angie
- got into university of essex for computer science
- found that i love programming and computer electronics (although that came as no surprise as i loved it during physics classes)
- realised that i miss mr. pantry's teaching for maths
- i miss art classes with mr. nix
- staying with sia and angie was more exhausting than i thought it would be
- i feel more and more inadequate being with him
- secluding and isolating myself more and more. i haven't spoken to anyone in uni
- i keep taking sia for granted. i don't think i love him anymore.
- went to austria with sia and it was magical
- music and christmas markets everywhere, and so much coffee.
- stayed in shangri-la during christmas with sia, my brother and denise
- santa fixed our shower in the hotel
- not leaving the hotel room until we had to
apr 27 2015 ∞
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