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- little ball of cuteness that loves being petted
- his effort to be a part of my life
- he's too nice to me
- only paying attention when it's beneficial to him
- his stupid jokes. like how first he wanted to be a bear, and then he wants to have a threesome with Sabine, and now he’s texting me ‘moo’s and ‘oink’s
- when we first stayed in the apartment. the morning after, when he turned around with that smile of his with those dimples
- calling me his little slice of paradise
- doing things for me just to make me smile
- all the random hugs and kisses
- he compliments me too much
- i don't have to get anxious of being judged with him, or get overly anxious by it, there's no in between
- he's always warm
- walking aimlessly with him
- donnie and allie and pops and tarts and klaus and oliver and sabine and booboo and porkchops and the food he gets for them
- his excitement over things in general, and how he'd talk about them incessantly and repeatedly
- "donnie believes in polygamy now"
- "donnie is happy. he feels like you gave him a shower. he feels wet."
- got my shirt off just so he could let donnie wear it
- "why can't you learn to love yourself before loving me"
- "don't i make you feel special enough?"
- ice cream trips!
- exploring new places with him
- with all my breakdowns and my mood swings, my tendency to push him away and not speak to anyone, he never gets tired of reassuring me he's still here
- when we first got back to malaysia for christmas. we've been apart for a week and he came over and we cuddled, and i didn't know i was holding my breath in his absence, also hurt that all he seems to want is sex
- the stupid things he does to make me laugh
- the way he cuddles & snuggles close to me when he gets bad dreams
- the way he cuddles & snuggles close to me whenever
- how he said he loves waking up to me because he said seeing me smile made his day before the day even started
- how he starts to get frustrated and annoyed at seeing me in the morning now
- forehead kisses & hug attacks
- his enthusiasm for cartoons & games
- his bias opinion of my food
- the little things he does to make me feel better + make things easier for me
- i think he gets my very odd sense of humour, or at least he tolerates
- putting up with how annoying i can get & how tiring it can get from having to deal with me every single day
- going out of his way to get flowers for me just for a smile, and use it as leverage against me for it after
- going out of his way to do anything at all just for a smile
- donnie scrapbook
- how he'd take my hand out of the blue sometimes just to kiss it
- "brighton has a sandcastle festival." "haha you got no sand" aka very lame jokes
- he gets 'leaving-manyi-anxiety' whenever he's going away
- how he never talks about anything that bothers him and just blows up one day, and it's always me me me
- how he demands for my attention in the cutest way possible, mostly the most annoying way possible
- how i don't exist to him, i am nothing to him and he pays me no mind at all, no acknowledgement whatsoever even, until he wants to, even if we're in the middle of a conversation sometimes. it makes me sick
- how he looks for my hands even when he's sleeping
- how he's always kind, and so much kinder to strangers, when it benefits him in some way
- his patience with me
- being intimate with him doesn't scare me as much anymore. i just go numb. kind of still makes me want to be detached from everyone, but i try
- i love that he trusts me (i like to believe), that he talks to me (or, well, he does sometimes and that's enough), and that he's always honest with me (or at least, i hope so)
- he's supportive when he feels inclined to and is always there to encourage me to be better and reassure me i'm okay even when it gets frustrating and i'm very annoying
- rationalising my thoughts and somehow calming me down even if he's frustrated and stressed out being around me, even if he's not successful most of the time
- his love for poppy
- pUSHEENS
- he likes my silly drawings of him
- hunts for good food
- yay hot chocolate
- how he has to put up with my negativity all the time and could still somehow function
- how he doesn't mind me dragging him to places
- MUSICAL CHICKEN
- being my emotional crutch even when he can't he tries
- making everything about him & having to calm him down whenever i try to say that i'm just fucking depressed and tired
- how he feeds me with random facts which i love hearing
- burritofying me
- he downloads cute and pretty games for me
- calling our toys 'the kids'
- punny puns that causes a lot of facepalm moments
- he enjoys going for orchestras with me
- long walks in parks
- long walks in museums
- i'm sorry.
- bucket list
- "IMPREGNATE". "EJACULATE". meeeeeeeeepmeeeeeeeeeeep
- wasabi sandwich
- llama park
- disney movie marathon
- lotr + hobbit marathon
- roller coaster rides
- ice cream by the beach during winter
- soft toyyyssssssss
- build a snowman
- naked day
- scrapbook for children
- tv shows
- futurama
- ✔ brooklyn 99
- ✔ adventure time
- ✔ doctor who
- ✔ bob's burgers
- ✔ south park
- ✔ gravity falls
- ✔ rick and morty
- ✔ steven universe
- the simpsons
- avatar: the last airbender
oct 17 2014 ∞
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