- I don't understand why I am so drawn to him, and why I want to be with him so badly.
- he isn't even that good looking
- but he is perfect to me, I suppose
- He called me today to come over
- my grandpa's funeral is tomorrow
- my mom wanted me to stay in
- I cried because I couldn't see him
- Why did I do that?
- Bad bad bad bad idea
- I still miss the previous tenants of my heart, and it sucks to think about it.
- I know nothing will come of all of this, but I cannot seem to convince myself.
- Why can't I seem to fall for someone who doesn't have 2394872 problems/addictions?
- Because I am an idiot
- normal boys do not like me
- no such thing as normal
- I need to move farfarfar away
- Even though he is a bro/stoner he listens to MGMT? Random
- Update: Tonight he reminded me why I have fallen for him.
- we went on the Ferris wheel and he asked the carnie to stop it at the top for a bit (kisses)
- he has nice hands and a really cute smile
- he called me after he dropped me off at home to tell me to have "sweet dreams" and ask me to hang out tomorrow :)
- I am starting to feel less nervous around him
- I cannot wait to have sleepovers at his place and stay up all night watching Weeds on dvd.
- I am happy, but I wish he wanted a girlfriend. (so weird.. I never want an exclusive relationship because I am afraid of commitment)
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