• Apparently my mom/aunt really loves restraining orders, because one was put against my biological dad
  • I wished every year on my birthday from ages 9-14 that he would come into my life
  • And I blamed him
  • He contacted me, and he wants to meet me now
  • I am scared
  • And really pissed at her
  • I want to know him
  • I have all of the contact information
  • Someone needs to drive me to St. Louis
  • Hopefully over Christmas break
  • He says he has so many things he wants to tell me
  • And I want to know
  • I feel so betrayed
  • And now I can honestly say that I hate Jan for doing this
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