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WH.. WHAT IS THIS? A MIND FULL OF SELF-HATRED AND FOGGY THOUGHTS, ONLY TO BE REPLACED... BY HIM..? I WASN'T EVEN THINKING OF IT AT THE TIME, AND GUN JUST STARTED FLOODING MY THOUGHTS. EVERYTHING. I CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER WHY I WAS UPSET, I CAN'T EVEN FEEL ANGER OR SADNESS... BECAUSE ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS TOBIAS. AND I CAN'T GET HIM OUT OF MY MIND...
I.. LIKE THIS..
I DON'T NEED TO BE UPSET AT MYSELF. I DON'T.. DESERVE IT... I DESERVE THIS...
A HOPELESS, LOVESICK DEMON HYPNOTIZED BY ANOTHER FELLOW DEMON, SOMEONE STILL SO HIGHER THAN HIM, THAN HE'LL EVER BE..
HE LOVES THIS. HE LOVES OBSESSING OVER HEA. HE LOVES THE FEELING OF STRONG LOVE.
AND... HE DOESN'T WANT THIS TO STOP.. SOMETHING APPEARING OUT OF THE BLUE, CATCHING THIS DEMON OFF GUARD AND NOW XE CAN'T FOCUS ON ANYTHING BUT /HIM/.