| .... *When your lord says he's highly disappointed in you... but that makes you feel a little better because that's what you've deserved this entire time.*

But.. I can't hurt myself without someone else getting hurt. Why would he do that to himself?! I'm fine! And I was stupid enough to think they wouldn't find that list! And they're gonna find this one, too! I know it! And I'll just get in more trouble!

But I, I deserved it! He never did! I can go through it myself, I'll be fine! I'm fine!!

| .. Well, at least I got told what I was supposed to hear from the start. I guess.

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