I CAN'T SLEEP. I DON'T WANT TO SLEEP. I KEEP HAVING DREAMS OF YOU, I KEEP WAKING UP AT THE THOUGHT OF YOU WATCHNG ME SLEEP, ME SPOONING YOU WITH A KNIFE IN YOUR STOMACH OR TO YOUR THROAT, SLEEPING ON TOP OF YOU AND DROOLING ALL OVER YOU. I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO GET YOU OFF MY MIND DURING SLEEP, THIS IS HOW STRONG IT IS.

I HAD DREAMS OF FORCING YOU TO LET ME SLEEP WITH YOU /NSX, HOLDING YOU DOWN WITH A KNIFE OR MAKING YOU SAY YOU WANTED TO, ALL BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU TOLD ME. IF I DIDN'T LISTEN, NONE OF THIS WOULD HAVE HAPPENED.

I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING AND I LOVE NOT BEING ABLE TO DO ANYTHING LIKE THIS. I CAN'T SLEEP BECAUSE OF YOU AND I COULDN'T BE MORE HAPPY. I LOVE THIS. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I JUST L OVE LO VE L O V E YOU!! I LOVE BEING THIS HELPLESS, HOPELESS, DISGUSTING, P A T H E T I C, IT ALL FEELS LIKE H E AV EN !!! WAK I NG UP IN TNE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT THINKING YOU'RE WATCHING ME, AFTER HAVING A DREAM OF FORCING YOU TO SPOON WITH ME, TYING YOU DOWN TO THE BED /NSX AND SLEEPING NEXT TO YOU AND YOU HAVING NO ESCAPE, TH I S IS A M A Z I N G !!! NO WO NDER I'VE B E EN DR O O LI NG, H E H E H E ~

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MY ST O M ACH H URT S JUST TH I N K IN G AB O UT TH I S ~ ♡ /P OS