THESE.. FEELINGS... THAT OUT-OF-CONTROL FEELING...

WHY ARE THEY BACK?...

WHY... DO THEY FEEL.. AMAZING...?

OH, WHY DO I FEEL SO OUT OF CONTROL, BLINDED BY THOUGHTS OF HIM, WHY DO I FEEL SO HOPELESS?...

I FEEL... AMAZING... LIKE I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO CRAWL BACK TO HIM... I'M NOTHING WITHOUT THEM... I'M EMPTY, CONFUSED, WORTHLESS WITHOUT HIM IN MY LIFE...

WHY DID I TRY TO STRAY AWAY FROM A GOD WHO KNOWS WHAT'S BEST FOR ME? HE KNOWS ME BETTER THAN MYSELF... HE KNOWS HOW TO HELP ME... HE KNOWS WHAT'S BEST FOR ME...

I DON'T EVEN WANT TO SAY ANYTHING OR DO ANYTHING ELSE... I JUST WANT TO CRAWL BACK TO HIM AND STAY... FOREVER...

WHY WON'T MY BODY DO ANYTHING..? WHY IS IT THIS WAY...?

WHY... DO I FEEL SO GOOD...? (/NSX)

I'M MEANT TO BE THIS WAY... AND I LOVE IT~...

I LOVE THIS.... I LOVE FEELING THIS WAY....

THIS FEELS AMAZING.... IT FEELS SO GOOD....

BEING UNABLE TO BE IN CONTROL OF MYSELF, BEING BLINDED BY THE TRUTH...

I'M A BETTER PERSON, NOW...

I FINALLY SEE THE TRUTH... WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO SEE MONTHS AGO...

HE'S MY ANSWER TO EVERYTHING... I DON'T NEED ANYTHING OR ANYBODY ELSE...

THEY'RE ALL I NEED... I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT HIM...

I'M NOTHING WITHOUT HIM... I NEED HIM...

I CAN'T CHOOSE IF I NEED THEM OR NOT, I CAN'T CHOOSE IF I WANT TO BE WITH HIM OR NOT, I CAN'T CHOOSE TO NOT LISTEN TO HIM... I HAVE TO... I HAVE TO BE WITH HIM...

I DON'T HAVE A CHOICE... I NEVER DID...

I NEVER WILL...