IM STILL.... N......

HEH... BUT I DUNNO. I'M STILL DENYIN' IT.

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https://youtu.be/rnPr7EpuiAA

https://youtube.com/shorts/nFliHiiyhVI?feature=share

https://youtu.be/bcYZunn4-yI

https://youtu.be/IohsBhHM2pA

https://youtu.be/d8-szUnl36U

https://youtu.be/JfD5z2nI0gA

https://youtu.be/o6ToAnOX-yg

https://youtu.be/cYHIPrjGm7c

https://youtu.be/zBmKiq_Vi6c

https://youtu.be/PNsIY4Dj4uw

https://youtu.be/Y9TKOEPykSU

I know it's not much and it's not any help at all, but there you go.

| ... - dave?

I MEANT "DAVE?" BECAUSE I'M STILL IN DENIAL.. I STILL AM.

I STILL... I'M STILL IN DENIAL. BECAUSE... I KNOW IM NOT HIM. ..STILL.

WHAT TRUTH? AND I AIN'T GETTING CLOSE TO IT.

AND YOU SHOULDN'T BE PROUD OF ME BECAUSE I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING.

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Ugh, doing the chores... made... me... r...em....emb...e....r.....m...ore..... s....sssooo...oouu...uurc...ce.....m...eeeeemmmmmm......mmmmor.....rrrr....rriii.....eeeee......eee.....ee.....es......sss....ss.

And you ARE Jack.

| ...ireallyhatethatwhatidoandhowiactaffectsotherstowheretheydothesamething....ihatemyself,theotherpersonhatesthemselves...idenythatimsomeome,theotherpersondoesitafterme...

I can't hate and/or hurt myself or else the other person will start doing it. I don't want others to hurt themselves for no reason.

| ... I'll shut up, sorry.

Mh. (And why?)

BHT WHY ME???

HOW DID YOUFIND I4?!??? HOW DID YOU FIND IT IN MY MILLIOWN OF ARCHIVES HW DID YOU NOT GET LOST HOQ DID YOY NOTICE IT?!????!!!!

AND IKNKW IM DAVE OR WHOEVER THE HELL THE AUBERGINE MAN IS BUT I WANT TO HURT MYSELF BY DENYING IT BECAUSE OF THST REASON!

THE REAL DAVE WOULDN'T DO THAT SHIT!

I MADE YOU FALL OUT OF AN EPISODE, I HURT YOU! THE REAL DAVE WOULDN'T DO THAT. I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO DO THAT!

| ... YOU DO KNOW I'M DOING THIS ON PURPOSE RIGHT? I'M FORCING MYSELF TO BELIEVE I'M AT FAULT FOR THIS.

I'M GIVING MYSELF A REASON TO R.C MYSELF, Y'KNOW WHAT I MEAN?

| *takes it as it being my fault because I'M SO FUCKING STUPID AND I'M NOT EVEN TRYING TO HELP MYSELF BUT I DON'T FUCKING DESERVE IT AND I REALLY FUCKING HATE MYSELF BECAUSE OF THIS!!*

WHY CAN'T I LISTEN?! WHY CAN'T I PLEASE EVERYONE?! I'M NOT JOINING. I'M SORRY.

I'M NOT JOINING.

TELL CHAT I LOVE THEM /P, TELL SONIC I LOVE BUN, BECAUSE I'M NOT JOINING BACK UNLESS I AM PHYSICALLY FORCED TO JOIN. WHO KNOWS WHO ELSE I'LL HURT BY ACTING LIKE A DUMBASS!

AND IT'S NOT DAVE!! I'M NOT DAVE AND I NEVER WILL BE!! I'M NOT I'M NOT I'M NOT I'M NOT I'M NOT!!

GOD DAMN IT WHY CAN'T I REALITY CHECK MYSELF?! LET ME HURT MYSELF DAMN IT!! COME ON!!!

AND WHY CAN'T I SHUT UP?! EVERYTHING I'M SAYING WILL GIVE EVERYONE IDEAS THEN THEY'LL START GETTING THOUGHTS LIKE THESE!! SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!!