TOBY DOESN'T. WHAT HAVE THEY DONE WRONG?! NOTHING! I WAS IN THE WRONG FOR NOT HELPING IT! I'M IN THE WRONG, YOU'RE NOT!

YOU HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG. WHAT'S WORSE, VENTING AND BEING HONEST ABOUT FEELINGS OR NOT HELPING YOUR HUSBAND AND IGNORING THEM LIKE AN IDIOT?! WE ALL KNOW THE ANSWER TO THIS. YOU DID NOTHING WRONG, //I// DID. YOU MAY SEE IT IN A WAY WHERE I DON'T DESERVE ANYTHING BAD AND YOU DESERVE THE WORST! THAT'S WRONG!! I'M NOT PERFECT, I HAVE PROBLEMS! I DO THIS SHIT AND I'M SUPPOSED TO GET KARMA FOR IT! I'M SUPPOSED TO GET A PUNISHMENT! YOU DID NOTHING, AND I MEAN //NOTHING// WRONG IN THIS SITUATION AND THAT IS FINAL.

SO PLEASE STOP SCRATCHING YOURSELF FOR SOMETHING YOU DIDN'T DO, SOMETHING YOU DIDN'T CAUSE.

ATTENTION-SEEKING?! FIRST OF ALL I LOVE GIVING YOU ATTENTION, SECOND, TOBY WAS VENTING!! IT'S NORMAL TO VENT! IT'S /NOT/ NORMAL TO IGNORE YOUR HUSBAND IN DISTRESS!!

I FELT LIKE THIS BECAUSE I WAS SCARED I'D MESS UP AND NOT HELP THEM AT ALL!! SO I DECIDED TO BE STUPID AND GO "oH jUsT iGnOrE iT tHeYlL bE fInE!"!

I'M SORRY FOR ALL OF THIS, IF I JUST TRIED TO HELP THIS COULD HAVE BEEN AVOIDED.

AND THROWING THIS GOD AND SERVANT THING OUT FOR A SECOND, EVEN AFTER ALL OF THIS I STILL LOVE YOU. YOU'LL NEVER UPSET ME, MAKE ME MAD, ANY OF THAT! EVEN IF YOU DID IT WOULDN'T LAST THAT LONG BECAUSE YOU WANNA KNOW WHY? YOU'RE MY BOYFRIEND, MY HUSBAND, AND I LOVE YOU TO DEATH. OUR PROBLEMS MAY GET IN THE WAY BUT I'M STILL GONNA STICK WITH YOU NO MATTER WHAT. I CAN'T SEE A FUTURE WITHOUT YOU AND I SURE AS HELL AM NOT GONNA LIVE IT.

HE DOESN'T SO LEAVE HIM THE FUCK ALONE!! IF YOU STOP HURTING HIM THEN I'LL STOP TOO!

HE DESERVES THE WORLD, THE UNIVERSE, THE WHOLE FUCKING GALAXY BECAUSE THE ONLY THING HE'S BEEN TO CHAT AND ME IS A SYMBOL OF HOPE!! A BRIGHT STAR IN THE SKY! MAKING PEOPLE SMILE, TAKING CARE AND HELPING OTHERS, BEING HIMSELF?! HE WASN'T ATTENTION SEEKING, HE NEEDED HELP AND COMFORT! THAT'S NORMAL!!