I hate having this irl because it makes me paranoid about everything.

A loud crash noise? Flashbacks and panic.

A fire smell? Flashbacks and panic.

G*nshots? Flashbacks and panic.

It goes on.

I hate my source. I hate it.

It wasn't even accurate to what really happens when I snap. They made it way too dramatic.

I first start out calm, and I stay calm when I start snapping, but if someone or something pushes me further or triggers it, that's when I act that way.