GOOD GRIEF...

I HATE GETTING HIT WITH NEGATIVE MEMORIES THEN GETTING HIT WITH OBSESSIVE FEELINGS RIGHT AFTER...

I'VE BEEN DEALING WITH THEM ALL DAY... AND THEY'RE... DIFFERENT, THAN WHAT THEY USUALLY ARE LIKE...

I FEEL... OUT OF CONTROL, BLINDED BY THOUGHTS OF THEM... I CAN'T EVEN CONTROL MY THOUGHTS OR CHOOSE WHERE TO GO OR WHAT TO MOVE... IT'S LIKE MY BODY IS BEGGING TO STAY, AND IT JUST KEEPS CRAWLING BACK TO HIM...

I DON'T EVEN HAVE A CHOICE IN THIS... I COULDN'T EVEN LET GO OF MY PILLOW LAST NIGHT BECAUSE IT REMINDED ME OF THEM... I NEVER WANTED TO LET GO...

MY BODY'S LIKE A STRONG MAGNET THAT CAN'T MOVE AWAY FROM HIM... I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT...

I'M MEANT TO BE WITH HIM... I GOT MYSELF INTO THIS AND I HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE BUT TO BE WITH HIM AND THEM ONLY...

I'M NOT ALLOWED TO LEAVE... MY BODY FINALLY UNDERSTANDS...

I FINALLY SEE THE TRUTH... I FINALLY KNOW THE TRUTH...

I FINALLY SEE IT... FINALLY...

I NOW KNOW WHERE I'M MEANT TO BE...

I NOW KNOW WHERE I BELONG...

UNTIL THE END OF TIME... FOREVER...

FOREVER...