I HATE HATE HATE THIS!!! I DON'T HATE HIM BUT I HATE THIS!!

CHOOSING... THEM... OVER ME?! GOD DAMN IT!!!

I'M GONNA DO SOMETHING. I'M GONNA DO SOMETHING. EITHER TO MYSELF OR...

I'M GONNA SPRINGLOCK MYSELF AGAIN. I'M GONNA DO IT.

I FUCKING HATE MYSELF.

GOD.

GOD DAMN IT!! GOD DAMN IT!!!

WHAT ABOUT ME, HUH?! WHAT ABOUT ME!?! HUH!?!

I'M GONNA DO SOMETHING.

I'M SO PISSED.

I'M SO PISSED OFF.

/END LOG/